♥ Monday, November 9, 2009
Why do things have to change?
Why can't a memory come back?
Why is life full of what ifs?
What is it that we lack?
I look at our pictures,
& the things you used to make me.
They haven't changed at all.
They still make my tears fall.
Why are we just a memory?
When the memory is so good?
Why can't we go back to the picture,
& stand where we once stood?
Together forever we used to say.
Destined lovers from the very first day.
How stupid we were to so easily let go.
Now our future together we will never know!
I still hold our memories,
& read the letters you wrote.
I kiss them with my heart,
& in my mind i write you a note.
Here is what is says:
"I still love you with all my heart,
I try to forget you but I can't.
I believe one day we'll be together again,
& our love will kiss away all our pain."
A part of me has moved on,
but another still belongs to you.
Because I can never forget what we had.
... A perfect fairytale which
almost came true...
But I know it's time for me,
to go on,
move on just like how you did.
Enough giving myself countless of false hopes,
when I know you had already
given up on us.
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
I just can't move on, I really can't ):Labels: 31o1o8, canthelpit, D:, emo, heartbroken, imissyou
Reminiscing @ 2:28 AM
♥ Friday, November 6, 2009
Sometimes, she just feel like she doesn't belong.
A simple example would be today :/
There are a few people in her life that
are not as close as she thought they were.
Who knows? You might be one of them uh?
Anyways, the class went to one of the labs
to finish our CommSkills2 stuff on business
correspondence just now & there was a short circuit :o
So, the whole lab (& the few labs beside) black out ._______."
Heng I asked Khuzaimah to save our letter or else
our
75MINS spent on
HALF A PAGE long de bad news GONE LOL.
Yes, bad news is so difficult to write D: -Faints-
Thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...!
I keep saying that TP must have forgotten
to pay the electricity bills :X
Blahs, don't feel like blogging due to the
very first two paragraphs le :/
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Please don't lie to me unless you're
absolutely sure I'll never find out the truth.Labels: .______., :/, bared my heart, communication skills 2, introspection
Reminiscing @ 9:03 PM
♥ Monday, November 2, 2009
She's always mindful of what she say,
especially to whom she speak to about.
Today, she's gonna be more aware of it.
Why does it always turn out this way?
She's got that you'll-gonna-be-gone-from-her-life feeling.
Blahs. All the craps.
Time to get ready to go to campus (:
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Sometimes, the new me isn't all that good uh?Labels: 6thsense
Reminiscing @ 11:40 AM
♥ Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Lols now at business lab there slacking :3
Today saw more people than I expected uh ._______."
Usually I seldom see anyone I know in campus de.
Or should I say I only see my classmates? x.x"
Saw Melody at business entrance,
Dean while walking to Sugar Loaf
(Which will only open on the 16th of NOVERMBER -.-!)
SiangSiang in engine school.
After that angang sms-ed me
& asked am I wearing school uniform lols :3
I go call back & he's having lecture LOL :X
Sorry angang >< !!
So ar... Wahaha :P
We have another hour to rot until FBFun lecture starts at 2pm :3
Blahs go back facebook rot le LOL tata~ ^^
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
It's gonna be another tiring day D:Labels: .______., FBFun, lecture, sorry, sugar loaf
Reminiscing @ 12:54 PM
♥ Monday, October 26, 2009
Ohgod I can't sleep now caus I got
freaked out by an anime de ending T.T
I'll NOT recommend the anime but uh,
this is roughly what happened uh...
A love this guy & guy love A.
B helped the guy to get to know A.
Guy kinda 'falled' for B for
certain reasons.
End up guy cheated on B.
B ended up killing guy.
& A killed B.
Last scene was A hugging dead guy's head x.x!
Somemore the killing scene the blood is black (Eww!)
So... So... So... Freaked out!
I seriously can't sleep!
Ewww T.T I wanna cry now ~.~
Not gonna off the lights to bed today x.x!
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Only if you're here by my side now >< !Labels: D:, nightmare, scared
Reminiscing @ 4:02 AM
♥ Thursday, October 22, 2009
Random post o-o
It's a very small world :o
I found another link between people lols -.-"
While jumping from my friends blogs o.o"
WeiJun's Les-sy is one of Cheryl's sec sch clique.
That girl's boyfriend is SiNing's friend.
SiNing, though idk her, is BENNY BENTO (Ben)'s gf.
Ben is a friend I know though TP FOC CAMP.
& I know WeiJun through TP choir.
Wahaha :X
But but but, I doubt all of them know one another :P
It's a small world after all~
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Face a la mer :XLabels: choir, freshman orientation camp :D
Reminiscing @ 12:49 AM
♥ Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Let's see... It's 12:26am & I can't sleep -.-"
Hello? Screwed body clock here? D:
Anyways, let's blog about the first day of the semester :D!
Have it detailed since my blog rotted for so long :X
Got woke by mummy at 6+am D:!
So early ~.~ Sleepy ~.~
Daddy already woke when I step outta room o-o
Usually he will lie at the sofa there one today so fast :X
Basically, I reached school at 8:05? :X
My dear husky later than me wahaha :P
Went to cheers to buy a canned of milo (WOO MILO LOLS :D)
Got my pay from Joanne yays-ness <3
It's like... More than I expected.
Same as my dream, I got it in cash LOL.
Forget did I mention before :3
I dream that I get $350 all $50 notes in an envelope :X
So uh, count money wahaha~
Got $448 o.o" That's a lot?
I woked two weeks only lerhs o.o
Less than erms... 59 hours?
Means erms... Very luann x.x!
We went to lap to print notes afterwards &
we found one damn THICK stack of papers in the printer LOL.
That stack sure over 200 pieces of paper? :X
SOMEBODY ar, wanted to take that whole stack home LOL.
End up, that SOMEBODY gave up caus it's too heavy :P
You know who you are -giggles-
It's almost 9am le so we went up to get our second CDS (:
People hog the file dam long D:
But we hogged it longer I think LOL.
Sorry na we 5 people ma ):
Also, we're looking at different subjects :X
So uh... I filled the kuku form :3
It's like this at FIRST:
1st: Music
2nd: Sociology
3rd: Psychology
Then I change to THIS:
1st: Music
2nd: Psychology
3rd: Sociology
Went to get the I-forgot-who to sign it.
Afterwards... I changed back :X
Caus they keep scare wo dao I freak out LOL.
1st: Music
2nd: Sociology
3rd: Psychology
After a while I change it AGAIN (LOL 4th time :X)
1st: Music
2nd: Sociology
3rd: Japanese
Wanted to put Understanding Theatre de
but then all the timings cannot D:
There's only 4 tutorial classes #$@#%
BUT! Each class have over 100 students LOL.
Wait wait wait, my turn to see MrLim (CP) :D
So uh... I actually got into my first choice (:
Heng arhs, actually left 3 slots only LOL.
Then Joanne & Cheryl both "angry" with wo D: -emos-
They very wei nan me siaa D:!
Uhh... Wahaha end of the day I got my 1st & 2nd CDS (:
French & Music ^^
Wait for AnnAnn & YiHui after my turn
caus YiHui late & they mai cut other people queue :X
Went down to get Macroeconomics de notes while waiting.
Came back le they still haven't go in x.x
I sit there chao da le they still haven't go in D:
Wait soooooooooooo long D:
The sun melting me sia ):
When they're done it's like 12:10 omg ~.~
Went to KFC for lunch LOL.
I JUST HAD KFC YESTERDAY NIGHT LOL.
No space derhs D: So we wanted to buy back first :3
CheeSian & I buy hao le then we see got seats so go sit :P
Lols we "takeaway" & dine in LOL :D!
We piaa eat finish while YiHui went to buy bubble tea :3
The rest haven't eat finish so all took back to campus~
The rest had picnic in Macro lecture lol :X
The lecturer trying to be funny ar so lame ~.~
Second mini quiz de time he go press the
random number thingy thing then tio my seat no. D:
The lecturer cmi derhs sia :3
He tried to pronounce my name after me then
he got it wrong over 10 times -.-!
I GAVE UP D: Everybody staring at me sia so paiseh ~.~
Even those other classes de know repeat my name liao
the lecturer still cannot catch LOL. CMICMI :X
Answered a damn common sense MCQ & I won a SOCK LOLS.
Early CHRISTMAS present uh? Ohhmygodd so lame ~.~
The whole LT laughed like madd when the lecturer
said that I won a SOCK for answering the question right ~.~
Had CommSkills TWO after Macro so we went up straight (:
The CS2
tutor facilitator dam punctual sia x.x
She came earlier by 10mins & we all chit chat inside :3
My husky is the spokesperson LOL :D
She damm badd also lols :P
Ohya, CS2 facilitator de name very de... -LOL-
Ask me personally if you wanna know her name :X
CS2 looks interesting but chim D:
My textbook is SUPER THICK with like
10 pieces of paper D: Heavy siaa >< !!
Had new project group o.o
Whole class can't decide on
group members so end up all erms...
Pick a paper with number thingy :X
I'm in the same group as my husky AGAIN woo :3
Fate ar we two lols :3
Come to think of it right now,
I think Jasmine never mix the papers
properly before she gave us one by one
(She gave caus we lazy go take :X)
Shall skip about the group names & stuffs.
Released 1 hour earlier & went to print stuffs again (:
SOMEBODY finally gave up & spilt half
the papers left to the rest for printing lols~
Blahblahs, nothing much le, print hao went home (:
This is super long even I can't tahan it x.x!
Tomorrow lectures all the way woo (:
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
It's gonna be interesting... :oLabels: :3, :D, CDS, communication skills 2, D:, French, lecture, macroeconomics, Music: Expression and Applications
Reminiscing @ 12:26 AM
