Typed yesterday in my phone cause I have no wifi lol.

Random blog again and it isn't about my trip this time round.

Hey look, I don't understand why the f*ck you're doing this but you are seriously breaking the trust I have in you.

I honestly want to forgive you or whoever that was behind posting those things on my fb page, but I don't appreciate not getting an explanation for it.

This is the second time this has happened, so seriously, I'm not gonna tolerate a third. My mum and sis saw that post too when we were updating ourselves what's happening back in Singapore using my account. I told my sis this was the second time and she said I should have deleted you since you start to show me "patterns".

I would honestly say you were one of the closer friends I have, but if you do not bother giving an explanation about it, then neither would I try to patch this friendship up.

Enough rants, spoil my day only.

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
There's a limit to the things you can do.

Just a random blog since I'm bored... And kinda sleepy lol. I know you're gonna be like it's freaking 5:46am now but no, it's approximately 10:45pm at Budapest now.

Unsure if I'm having a slight jet lag or what since I'm always wide awake in SG at this time. Maybe it's just because traveling is always so tiring especially when you're touring with groups.

And wow, like the tour leader said, the train will go by and it's LOUD. One just went past the hotel lol. He said it'll go all the way till midnight gosh.

Anyways, bought a panda hand carry just now heheh!! And woo supper! Gonna be fat :((

Anyways tata! My cup noodles okay liao.

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Still hoping for acceptable results D:!

You hurt me not once, not twice, but many times.
I'm tired of this, I really am...

I understand why work is so important to you but,
take a step back, have a look at the situation!
I keep thinking if it's worth it,
if you have got feelings for me,
if you actually know how I feel.

I hurt somebody else for so many times;
he has been trying so hard to make me like him since
my internship days and I turned him down so many bloody times.
We all know how it feels hurting people... It SUCKS.

Like I always say this...
We adore the people who ignore us,
Ignore the people who adore us,
We love the people who hurt us,
And hurt the people who love us.

:(((

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
I miss the good o' days

Just ranting.

I truly dislike this, ever since last December I know it ain't gonna work out well.

I'd spoke what I think, what I feel, what I suggest, but there was never once it was agreed or perhaps even saw.

So its my fault now that what I did was perhaps wrong? I asked for opinions and nobody bothered so it's my fault now?

An individual should stop thinking they're always right, cause there are times when they are wrong.

This truly spoils our friendship and my mindset of how you work. I don't wanna feel that way by telling myself to overlook the previous times because I admit that I wasn't there to listen.

But you have truly proven me otherwise :)

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
We got different grades at times for certain reasons

As we all know, the majority of the
KPOP fandom is going crazy over MAMA2011.

To be honest, I'm not a KPOP fan,
neither do I hate them, I think they're alright,
but overwhelming posts about it just creeps me out.

My fb and twitter are spammed with updates about the event,
I'm fine with twitter being spammed but fb? Nono.
Spamming about a certain issue should be done on twitter,
that's what I believe in (lol)

So anyways, have you realised no matter what you post,
somehow the KPOP craze fans will go against you?
For instance, posting things like:
- "Please don't update every single post about KPOP"
would sort of irritate them;

BUT I didn't know posting things like
This is what my Facebook News Feeds status are about .
- 5% Normal.
- 10% Annoyed about the K-POP madness status. (they're seriously annoyed)
- 85% Posting about MAMA.
._____________.
would be considered as a sarcasm?
Just stating facts, why you so pissed?
No offence but please keep your mind right.

Sometimes people should stop all these assumptions.
I know I assume at times but I don't go overboard
or get mad about "sarcasm" unless it really hurts.

Taking it into a less virtual context,
we're all different and have our own likes and dislikes,
so if A is saying B can just 'ignore' the situation,
why can't B talk about his or her feelings and
A can simply ignore it too?

It's just like picking a fight for the wrong reasons.
I seriously find it plain stupid.

If you wanna pick a fight with me about such cases,
I have nothing to say.

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Assumptions ruin relationships

Has there be any time when people just drive you crazy when they expect you to be involved in an activity with them but they merely gave you any information about it?

Today I just experienced it, I hate it, like usual. I love my family a lot but I hate it when they wake me up early in the morning and said that they wanna go somewhere which they just mentioned the day before.

It's like waking YOU up, you're tired, and they told you we're going out SOON. Can you define how much time you are left to prepare yourself with the word "soon" given to you as a duration? It pisses me a lot!

Okay so be it, my phone's not charged the previous night, I'd yet to bath and I'm sleepy (cause they didn't say what time they wanna go out and I slept late). I'm not going, I wanna go back to bed.

To my horror, it's pretty sunny today and my room is the one that gets the morning sun as early as 7am++, so imagine how bright it can be right now. Even with my window shades drawn, the sunlight just penetrates into my room. Today is one of those times when I actually can't sleep with the presence of sunlight (bummer). Plus it's hot because they turned off my aircon for quite some time :( Hello? Aircon baby here who dislikes hot and stuffy places especially when I'm sleeping?!

Sigh. They only left THIRTY minutes after I woke. So this is your definition of GOING OUT SOON eh?

Now I'm wide awake, I can't sleep, I'm not outside with them at some weird place and I don't have things to do because my CPU went for repair last afternoon! I believe you can tell that I'm extremely bored since I updated this post in the first place -.- Perhaps I'll be disturbing my piano which I'd yet to touch since I moved last December (guilty D:) for a while now.

Ranting always make me feel better :)

Sorry for any typos since I'm updating this with my phone.

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
A bunch of liars

Testing iPhone de blogger app hees :3 If this works well then next time I can blog during break time at work le lol :X

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Gonna miss you lots D:!

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Last minute stuffs
Horror movies ):

Desires fulfilled :D
-> Europe trip ♥ on the 6thNov`o8 :D
-> Visit ALL the Disneylands :D
-> Sealseal from More Than Words :D
-> Sony Vegas 8.0
-> CEH gathering :DD!
-> TP FOC :D! [6th-8th Apr`o9]
-> TP orientation :D! [16th-17th Apr`o9]
-> Lesser homework =X
-> A desktop :X To play LOLS
-> Go UnderWaterWorld :D [It's been long]
-> Date with salty-san :X
-> Date with bitter-san :X
-> Make 1k01 bond [; ★
-> Australia trip ♥ [16th-21st Dec`o9]
-> Wisdomasion`o6 gathering :]
-> New bag
-> A red tanktop (How random :o)
-> Know my 2k07(yr2.1) classmates
-> A microphone
-> Go to the Zoo :X [It's been long]
-> New wallet [Long one]
-> Buy 5 tops in a day [LOLS!]
-> Nintendo DS Lite/DSi
-> Go to HongKong again :D [1st-4th Oct`1o]
-> New glasses
-> Date with bland-san :X
-> Go KBOX~! :DD!
-> Know my 2k06(yr2.2) classmates -> Legend of the Seas Christmas Cruise [22nd-28th Dec`11]

Desires unfulfilled D:
-> Go dating with my clique :D [ALL] ★
-> See sour-san again ★
-> The best MMV maker using WMM x) ★
-> More new clothes, skirts :D
-> Be at least a 10-year choir member ★
-> A trip to Sydney
-> Go Star Cruise again :D!
-> Visit Disney Sea once there's more attractions
-> Visit Disney World ♥
-> Sit the Singapore flyer D:!
-> Watch the sunrise :]
-> Watch the sunset :]
-> Go for singing lessons at LWS School of Music!! ★
-> A pair of Left & Right canvas shoes
-> Visit Six Flags again :D
-> Learn how to use Sony Vegas 8.0 [;
-> Get Remi active & going again [; ★
-> Family bowling :X
-> Go ice skating ^^
-> Go skiing :D
-> Know all my French classmates :3
-> Know all my Music classmates :3
-> Getting the clique♥ tee
-> Asian Mullet Hairstyle
-> Acoustic Guitar
-> Know all my Co&co classmates :3
-> Go South Africa :D
-> Cruise to Alaska
-> Graduate!
-> Visit Maritime Experiential Museum & Aquarium (MEMA)
-> Visit Titanic Exhibit at MBS
-> Visit River Safari
-> Get a Havanese Puppy ★

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