♥ Sunday, November 10, 2013
Perhaps the last post for this blog, or I may start blogging again, I ain't sure.
Was a bit on and off with my mood and such, and lost quite a bit of weight. Haha nah not really, just 2~3kg lol. May I fight to lose 7kg in total :P
Mmm... I do think for quite a bit these days since it was nearing. Set my mind to block things out for a week now, no weeping, no feelings, no love. But somehow I teared for a bit now, so decided to come write out some stuff to make myself feel better lol.
On a sidenote... A bit of an eye candy on somebody; but perhaps its just to get my mind off stuff. But hey, le eye candy sat beside my usual seat cause his table was too packed with stuff that he said he was lazy to move them aside lol! But no leen, never the same mistake again... He was an eye candy in the past too. Still is, but some stuff changed the impression I guess... But the feelings are still there.
Am grateful for the number of people who realize things are amiss (even if you did not ask, but observed, kudos to you! You know who you are!). Really have to thank them for being there even though I may have abandoned you at some point of time... My sincere apologies. You guys (and girls) ain't mad but still, I'm sorry. Slap me if it ever happens again please :)
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
It's sad how someone who means so much to you last year, can be a stranger now.
It's sad how someone who means so much to you last year, can be a stranger now.
Labels: Reminiscence
Reminiscing @ 2:10 AM
♥ Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Ayeeeee my past blog post bu shi
too emo jiu shi too pissed off posts LOL.
Okayokay I shall post some random one today hehe :3
ROM GP is like OVERRRR. OHYAY weeeee~ :X
But the test not over yet uh... This Thursday -.-
Think I'm gonna screw up caus I don't have
lecture 4 & tutorial 4 de notes... GG-ED
Skipped lecture caus at the stupid zoo;
skipped tutorial caus chiong-ing Festive assignment AHA .____."
Had a class test last Wednesday for IntroLeiRec,
the day of Festive Assignment submission,
which screwed like 90% of the students
caus we didn't have enough time to study :/
I studied okay! Hehe :P
The one this Thursday... See how le ayee >< !
There's only 1 test during midsem test week -.-
Then it makes me wonder all the time...
It's pretty obvious midsem tests are like CA test
since we don't have to attend school for the timebeing.
So... Why do we have class tests in normal weeks
that carries a weightage of 5-15% of the coursework?!?
Doesn't really make sense uh? :3
Okay larhs lols I go back sleep le,
look at the time sia :X
Was sleeping like forever then woke up just now derhs.
Supposingly to have lesson at 1pm tomorrow
but need to go for re-scheduled lesson at 11am ):
At least the train is not squeezy hehe ^^
Ohwait! Last thing I wanna mention about:
I hate this year's Friday ):!!
We have to shift our classes for 3 weeks straight le!
All 3 shifts are for CCN day, Graduation day & Vesak day!
Then the rest of my days kana long hours sobb.
Especially the first two shifts that caused my Monday
to last from 9am till 6pm, only break at 1pm-2pm ):
It's suppose to be just 11am to 4pm de aiks D:
Okay I really zao le hehe :P
Goodnight AGAIN world (:
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Was reminising about some stuffs >< !
Labels: :3, :D, .______., class test, Friday, group project, Reminiscence
Reminiscing @ 4:18 AM
♥ Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Well well, it's been a long time :o
There's lots of things to say but I wouldn't type it all.
Just some stuffs & craps that I wanna remember LOLS.
- Buffet at I-forgot-what-hotel :D
- Henderson Waves :o
- Highlighted & cut hair :o
- Marche is niceniceNICE (:
- Sentosa, Underwater World :D
- Goodwood Park buffet (:
- Remi more 4th jobbers le :X
- xFLURRY got her SOA le (:
- Mooncake craze? x.x *Runs
- Things aren't going well with Jojo x.x
- End year wedding dress bought :o
- Spent too much money this month D:
- I want my pay like uh... NOW.
Ahhs... That's about it lols~
Going out again later to celebrate Jie's birthday :D
Woots good food weeeeeeeees :D
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Why can't we get it together?
The way we used to be.
Labels: birthday, haircut, hairstyle, mooncake, my first job :D, POKK D:, Reminiscence, sentosa, wedding
Reminiscing @ 4:23 PM
♥ Sunday, June 14, 2009
I knew it, I knew it, I should've stopped mapling.
Freaking sick of people taking advantage of me!
Many thought being famous is a cool thing.
I wouldn't deny that I have thought so too.
But now I understand why some don't think so.
They told me that being famous isn't a good thing.
I thought about it that instant.
Even though I ain't THAT famous or even famous at all,
I understand perfectly now.
Stop freaking making use of me, seriously!
I hate all of them*
Truly appreciate my guildmates for being there.
I love you people lots ♥
The rest are just trying to be close to get mega-ed uh?
What the fish is this?
That's the reason why I'll always mega them
even though they ain't as cashy as you people*
Money isn't everything, money can't buy me.
Don't bother using money to get my attention
caus you people* ain't fkin gonna get any.
Why did I forget what I told iiri the first time?
I told him that he must be careful caus he's cashy,
people will make use of him caus of that.
Why the fish did I forget that?!
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Reminiscence, my favourite word, my favourite guild ♥
Labels: fuckoff, maple, Reminiscence
Reminiscing @ 9:01 PM
♥ Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Wee wee just back from camp!
Gonna bath, have dinner, then blog later!
Misses all my clique, Remi guildies,
Crusades ALLIANCE, my BLs, blablabla :X
Bet the FM walkers wonder where the AFK queen AzureLeen went ):!
Okay okays, I on AFK go bath now LOLS.
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Nexo! Ah yoahyo ah!
Nexo! Ah bo ah bo ah!
Nexo ah! Nexo ah! Yoahyo :D!
Labels: :D, camp, freshman orientation camp :D, laughers:D, maple, polytechnic, Reminiscence
Reminiscing @ 8:21 PM
♥ Monday, April 6, 2009
Just a quick note :o
I'm going for TP FOC later till the 8th of April.
Yups, today as in NOW, 6th April, Monday.
So ahems, will be mia for these 3 days I suppose x)
Damm never buy dao FBT lols but eh,
my PRIMARY SCHOOL PE shorts is as short as FBTs anyways -.-"
Okay no, perhaps a bit longer? Idk :o
Depends on your defination of longer/short FBTs lols.
Alright, I SHOULD be sleeping now so, toddles :DD!
Random cutecute memorable picture :o
Bugged I guess, yet *he can't see it :X
PS: Crap I went looking for old pics until it's really late now zzz. (3:13am)
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
& I still remember the days we were together >.<
Labels: :D, camp, imissyou, maple, polytechnic, Reminiscence
Reminiscing @ 2:33 AM
♥ Sunday, March 29, 2009
I seriously wonder,
why should I put in so much effort into running things well,
when it will all go down the drain again & again?
Why should I bother to spam with my pot?
Might as well train a chief dit go bomb suann le.
It'll take just 1m to bomb the boss.
Better than spamming 227 elixir or
300+ sunset, 177 Hokkien Mee & 200+ Laksa.
Why freaking spam so much money on pots
when you could just bomb it to DEATH within 10secs?
I seriously don't get wth I'm trying to do.
If only I could make Remi stronger,
then it'll be less spamming for me le -.-"
But it ain't possible.
Now I know why Gryffindors's GM (Forgot what ign)
said that the GM have to be a high level -.-"
Whyy? Or the guild will end up like mine.
But at least we're able to down it for the second time.
& I swear to god I wouldn't go for a third time
until Remi gets even stronger D:
Leennn, you wanna GPQ?
Easyy laa, go back aquila every Friday.
Do remember it's Crusades3's weekly routine to GPQ every Friday.
You can go there shake leg at boss de :D
They will down it within seconds
& you don't even have to press a single key,
though you're a level 103 priest. D:
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
& I feel like I'm a failure once again.
Labels: .______., D;, fuckoff, maple, pissed, Reminiscence
Reminiscing @ 4:02 AM
♥ Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Second post, screenshots [;
Was looking at the some screenshots so decided to share some :D
& I realised a few days back that the zak ss posted that time,
you can see there's TRIPLE THROW LOLS :X!
Old/VERYOLD random pictures before merger
Only one friendship ring can be equipped ):!
Lols picture too big, f3.
Buying the Crys.Rudolph package o.o"
Damm cannot equip 4 pets :X Like duhh~!
Nice leveling ss to 107
Leveling ss to 109, STUPID MOUSE D:!
A few new pictures for the past 6 days
What I left for the last event [;
I found a mini boss o.o" Timer.
4th job, new adventures ahead :D!
My favourite GM paid me a visit while
I'm doing skill quest :D & ks-ed me -.-!
Finally hunt dao the Cold Heart of a Wolf T.T
That's really a dam evil face ):
I hunt dao this pretty 'icon' today :X! Hees :DD!
Blue chair rawks :D! & yes, that guy is a sicko
who claims that all cashy girls are ugly wtf.
Don't use that word ugly, I'll feel offended -.-"
Average is a better word ty :]
Lastly, this. I will keep to that promise [; I hope...
Can you believe I actually said that on
the 1st of Dec 2oo8 @ 8:50PM, lvl76, 61.04%? :X
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Aishiteru still
Labels: :D, .______., maple, Reminiscence
Reminiscing @ 6:38 AM
♥ Friday, March 6, 2009
I simply have NO appetite AT ALL ): Idk why -.-"
Anyways, Remi is falling apart :D (Okay, maybe not -.-")
& it's my fault this time :D
Weeeeeeees thank me thank me :D
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Like the wind you said goodbye, & left me alone here to cry
Labels: .______., D;, Reminiscence
Reminiscing @ 10:53 PM
♥
I don't know whats wrong with me.
For the past few days,
I feel like disbanding Reminiscence...
It's not the first time it came to my mind
& I doubt it'll ever be the last.
Maybe we should all let it be a
mental impression retained & revived,
just like what it's supposed to be in the first place - a memory.
I'd always question myself,
"Am I a good leader within?"
& I always told myself the answer is simply,
"No, & it'll never be".
So what if I was a prefect in XPS?
So what if I was a councillor in SKSS?
So what if I was a sectional leader in SKYchoir?
So what if I was usually the leader of a group?
What's the point? It's the past.
There's hardly any chance being a leader anymore.
Guild leader, yea boohoo, what crap, there's no point.
Should I give up?
It's difficult to be a leader, ask around.
It's not as easy as you think it is.
Blablabla, I'm just ranting at myself, ignore this post, will you? :]
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
As my soul heals the shame, I will grow through this pain
Labels: .______., D;, maple, pissed, Reminiscence
Reminiscing @ 12:19 AM
♥ Sunday, February 15, 2009
Yesterday was Valentine's Day.
Everyday used to be valentine's day for me, for US.
I tried so hard not to think about Valentine's but I can't help it ):
People kept asking me how's my day, mum asked me why I didn't go out today ._____."
You know the reason already, so stop asking me, it really hurts, A LOT D:!!
I can't help it remembering what happened 366days ago.
People were asking what I received from *him,
& we had our first date at Tampines Mall that day.
Ended up with no place to eat since I wasn't hungry earlier on :X
Wondered at basement 1 for at least THREE rounds? ._____.
Ate some chicken thingy in the end & drank his drink caus of the spicy-ness >.<"
Got another cup of the same drink AFTERWARDS -.-" LOLS.
Went home around 9+ since we had school the next day (damm :X)
Cabbed home still lols :S
Memories are really hard to erase no matter how hard I try.
I called you sweety,
I called you beautiful,
I called you precious,
I could call you anything,
Except call you mine...
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
You're never forgotten till this date.
Labels: D;, emo, horribleday, iloveyou, imissyou, Reminiscence, valentinesday, why
Reminiscing @ 3:04 AM
♥ Friday, January 16, 2009
Lols there's an urgent server check
for all worlds in channel sequence.
& GM typed it as "a" urgent :X
No wonder I find it strange lols x)
Blahs, anyways back to my point.
I'll be going for a ONE day trip tomorrow :O
Yups, on the 17thJan`o9.
From morning till night.
At malaysia :X
The watch fireflies & fruit farm thingy :D
LOLS.
Don't miss me too much please :X
Later I come back sick then
you people will get it from me D:!
Ahhas. Nothing much le :D
Now, some pictures to maybe things colourful :D
As promised de screenshots.
I thought I wouldn't take any
screenshots at trees this year :O
*Click on previous line & drag >> to see full pic
6 huskies :D The "x3"s & I :D
The husky race :D
8 huskies :D AzureLeen: down :X
Reminiscence :D The "x3"s & I :D
That's me :D
PS: Happy advanced birthday to Zoe(17thJan) (;
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
& I lied, saying that
I wouldn't reminisce about the past...
Labels: :D, happybirthday, maple, overseas, Reminiscence
Reminiscing @ 5:57 PM
♥ Sunday, January 11, 2009
Ahhhs! It's so irritating!!
Imagine you're trying to finished a 'project'
yet the program you're using keep hanging on you!
Damm it my videos wouldn't be out that soon -.-"
Wanna finish two of them de ):!
1. It's Gonna Be Love
2. Reminiscence Episode 1 <- D:!
BOOHOO ):!
Anyways, tomorrow is DoomsDay already ):!
Go me GO! I wouldn't cry de, don't worry~
*Sayangs herself ._.
Butbutbut, I think I'll cry in my heart ):
Ohh &, what da hell!
Bitter-san caled me just now & said that
she wanna come my house after
getting our results tomorrow. *Dies.
My room is as MESSY as... As... USUAL. ):!
Time to do some cleaning pepper-san! *Slaps.
Fineefinee I'll go I'll go ):!
*Poofs to TRY & make her room cleaner :X
PS: Eeyer my mummy just asked me to sms my
whole family tomorrow after getting my results.
Naooooooooooooooo! It's gonna be bad ):!
*Crosses fingers.
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
It's the same old, same old me :D
Labels: :D, D;, pissed, Reminiscence, scared, video, why
Reminiscing @ 7:34 PM
♥ Saturday, January 10, 2009
It's been a long time since you people
last saw a pic right? :X
Well, lookie here :D
Nicest level up ss of my xBaka o.o
Reminisce the days ):
First Reminiscence GPQ :D
GMEZentaur :D
Poof goes the mushmum :X
Azure leveling at Red Kentaurus :D!
iile leveling in MC :O
Azure leveling at ulu2 :D!!
Twinnie & I ♥ :D!
Okay larhs, gonna go out soon ._.
Blog about it later or something :D
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Labels: :D, birthdayparty, laughers:D, maple, Reminiscence
Reminiscing @ 12:05 PM
♥ Friday, December 26, 2008
I was stuck at home during Christmas lols :X
Went out on Christmas Eve though (:
Caught Twilight at Plaza Singapura.
Kinda slept caus I was tired :X
Ain't that bad, but I rate it 7.5/10 I guess :X
Spicy-san, don't flame me for rating Twilight low :X
Went to PasirRis Park afterwards
but it's raining LOLS!
So I erms, sleep sleep sleep :X
Ahhas! :X
Went to DaJie's house in the evening.
Had a Christmas Party (:
I won a present for the first game! LOLS.
There was, 3 games LOLS.
I anyhow give the games a name laa :X
1st, Paper Tearing.
The one who tore the paper the longest wins.
Sis got first & I got second lols :X
Anyhow chose one present ahhas.
It's a keyboard cleaner,
attached to a monkey!
Just nice LOLS!
2nd, Catch A Gift.
It's kind of a surprise to have such
small machines at home LOLS.
You know, those arcade catch soft toys de?
Yaya, that kind of machine,
just that it's super mini in size LOLS.
I caught a present but time out ):
So the machine stopped. BOO ):
3rd, Shoot the toy.
Lols you just have to use a gun to
shoot the toy & knock it over :X
I didn't play that lols.
Anyways, here's a BELATED Christmas MMV ):
Please support :D
Sorry about the quality LOLS :X
Well, I wish you all,
a Happy Belated Christmas :D
PS: Happy Belated birthday to bestie, CSPfatal :D
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Singing makes me happy & the world go round :D
Labels: :D, happybirthday, maple, Reminiscence, video
Reminiscing @ 2:04 AM
♥ Tuesday, December 23, 2008
The above says it all.
Just happened to find it lols ~.~
I'll share the pro-ness of editing lyrics (:
Version 1 by me:
twinkle twinkle hubby star x3
how I wonder, please cheer up ;D
up above the dark dark sky
you are my only little star x3
twinkle twinkle hubby star x3
you're my dearest, my dear star ;D
Version 2 by...:
twinkle twinkle wifey star,
how i want you to cheer up~
deep deep down down in my heart~
wher ill always hug u tight~
twinkle twinkle wifey star~
i love you so quick cheer up
Okay, please ignore that D:!
Anyways, wanted to catch Twilight today de.
Woke up late so left late :X
Went to PasirRisPark first.
Frankly speaking... IT WAS FUNN :D
LOLS whatcha think I'm gonna say? :X
End up, we didn't go watch Twilight but slacked there LOLS.
Thanks for the day, my dear prischmate (:
Expected, parents didn't open the door
when people ring the bell lols :X
Sorry about that f3.
I ain't home anyways =/
Gonna visit the choir tomorrow.
Hope they aren't as bad as what PJ said =/
I'll just cross my fingers & pray hard D:!
If not... I'm gonna try my best to help them le.
Ohh, changed the song to one that
I just learnt how to sing recently.
Anyone wanna dian ge ask me sing? (:
Ahhas. Later your eardrums damaged by me :X
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Seriously, the 2 versions of
Twinkle Twinkle Little Star
ain't just made for funn.
Or perhaps, it used to be made for a reason.
Labels: :D, Reminiscence, thanks
Reminiscing @ 12:01 AM
♥ Thursday, December 18, 2008
Wanted to blog when I reached home last night
but obviously I didn't do so.
Just crapping about the trip,
wouldn't go way into details since...
Well, whose reading anyways -.-"
Firstly, the tour guide is sarky :X
I don't like him!
He insult my daddy by saying he look like AhHui or whatever.
Yea, that actor, AhHui or something.
My daddy is my daddy ok! -.-"
Worst still, the tour guide's name is JOSEPH. Ohhmygodd.
He brought bad name to Jojo & my classmate rawrs!
Secondly, Europe always show me pornography!
Yes, I DID said PORNOGRAPHY.
I keep seeing boxers with a bird -.-"
Not the birds that we see in the sky
or tweety bird or whatever.
I don't know real kuku or what la.
Just feel disgusted.
Imagine walking & looking at stuffs
& suddenly see a kuku or some crap on a boxer there -.-"
What da hell can D:!
Thirdly, Singapore airline A380 sarks!
That's my London to Singapore flight.
You know, SIA always got the TV/computer thingy.
Imagine you're watching your movie, cartoon,
playing games or listening to music
& suddenly POOF~! Everything goes OFF.
THAT HAPPENED CANN?
& for godness sake my flight is 12hours 30mins long.
Ahhhhhhhh T.T
I rotted for 11 hours!
Or should I say I slept for more than 9 hours lols :X
Lotsa complains right? :X
I rate this trip 8/10 barhs D:
Europe is cold cold cold especially Venice!
Yaya the Venice the sec4s have studied.
I didn't expect it to be so haze-y D:!
I can see like nothing LOLS.
I meant, out to sea.
Euro Disney was alright =/
Didn't wanna wear my jacket then WOA!
It's dam coldd laa LOLS.
So bought a jacket there :X
Dam expensive -.-"
Didn't know Paris Disney first opened in 1992!
WOOTS! So that means my jacket got the number 1992 there! :D
Visited a lot of places :X
St. Peter's Cathedral in Vatican City - Rome,
Fountain De Trevi - Rome,
Pisa - Rome?,
Bern - Switzerland,
Bear Pit(Didn't see any bear D:!) - Switzerland
Paris via Dijon/Beaune - France,
EIFFEL TOWER :D - Paris,
A cruise down the river Seine - Paris,
Royal Palace of Versailles - Paris,
Buckingham Palace - London,
BIG BEN - London,
London Tower Bridge - obviously London,
China Tower - of London :O
Wahwah I remember all the places de names :O
Okay no, I see the tour paper thingy copy de :X
LOLS. Okay lame -.-"
Photos hmms...
Will be uploaded or perhaps not.
See my mood barhs D:!
Lastly, it was such a disappointment
what happened to Reminiscence.
It's true that I dream of
Reminiscence ending up like this.
I knew members would leave,
& I expected worst than this.
Whats done can't be undone anyways.
But no matter what, like what I've always said,
I will NEVER abandon Reminiscence
caus that ain't what a leader will do.
Thanks prischmate for staying on with the guild through this.
Loves ya lots! You know who you are. (:
Ohoh! I made a new friend.
Introducing to you an intruder to my ROOF, my Roofmatey :D
Ehh, I know no picture like last time :X Paiisehh LOLS.
Moody, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Maple ain't like it used to,
she had that everybody-abandoned-me feeling,
& sometimes she wonder who actually cares...
Labels: D;, horribleday, maple, overseas, Reminiscence, why
Reminiscing @ 11:54 PM
♥ Saturday, December 6, 2008
Okay I'mma be MIA soon.
Here's my last post till I'm back.
Was kinda disappointed that I couldn't
spend the day with you today.
To all my VIPs, takecare alrighty?
I just hope Reminiscence will be fine -.-"
I doubt it will LOLS :X
I'll see, when I'm back,
if they'd proved me wrong :D
Don't miss me too much.
I suggest you leave a message by
email instead of sms or tagging.
I bet flamers will take the chance to tag,
since they're bored. Boohoo ):
LOLS. But I hope not.
So yea, I'll just keep it short & sweet ahhas.
Europe here I come :D
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
There, here's a farewell note from me (:
Labels: :D, overseas, Reminiscence
Reminiscing @ 7:52 PM
