♥ Thursday, November 27, 2008
It's the second day I'm affected by the people around me.
Or should I just say, maple.
Both of them, made me not hungry anymore when I was, previously.
So yea, mega-ed that I'm quitting for the weekend.
I need a break from maple.
& my VIPs in Eridanus knows why.
Before I even went off,
Kaikai quited before I off RAWRS!
Anyways, talked to him in msn
& he said that -censored- is lovesick.
Yes, click on that last word
which is bold-ed, italic-ed & underline-d
in the previous sentence.
Read the whole thing.
So blahs, I don't know.
It may be true after reading number 6.
According to what I know,
about -censored-'s previous breakup
& him, not see-ing me in real life before
but just my pictures.
I'm really really gong laaa.
Feel that I'm hurting the people around me.
I used to stay in Eridanus for my BLs.
Now? I'm staying on for MY guild.
I wouldn't let Reminiscence die off like that. =/
So anyways, I'll end my post now.
At least I'm feeling better now.
& I must confess,
my childhood photos have magical powers.
They're able to cheer me up.
So whoever's reading this,
dig for your childhood photos when you're down.
I'm sure it'll be able to cheer you up.
I hope =/
Confused, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
& yea, I believe he's lovesick alright =/
Labels: canthelpit, D;, emo, horribleday, maple, pissed, sorry, SOtired
Reminiscing @ 10:34 PM
♥ Saturday, November 22, 2008
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These people must state who they were tagged by &
cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people
TAGGED BY Dknightzkia aka Siu Sian
01. What have you been doing recently?
Sleeping, mapling, grandparents' house + funeral D:
02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Like duhh?
03. What happened at 10.00am today?
Either baibai-ing or kneel-ing for grandpa D:
04. When did you last cry?
Today ALMOST D:
05. Believe in fate/destiny?
Yes, I do.
06. What do you want in your life right now?
Do something related to music x3
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains,or just put up your hood?
I walk IN the rain :D
08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
My baobao :X
09. What bottom are you wearing now?
Shorts.
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
That's a secret :X
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Why make it complicated when you can keep it simple? (:
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Someone gave it to me, does that count?
13. What was the last movie you caught?
Sing To The Dawn (:
14. What are you proud of?
My parents, my sister, my friends :D
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
It's kinda long to be typed here f3.
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Right Here, Right Now
17. Do you have any nicknames?
I have TONS of it.
18. What does your last received text message say?
It's another long sms. f3
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
3am+?
20. Are you currently happy?
NO! D:
21. Who gives you best advice?
Me, myself & I. Blahs, idk.
22. Do you eat whipped cream out of a can?
I think so o.O
23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
Kaikai :D
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
Grandpa's death ):
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
I think Kaikai :O
26. Do you wear toe socks?
Whats that? o.O
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Guaiguai.
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Yes. ):
29. What annoys you most in a person?
An irritating one? o.O Refer to my profile :X
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Narhs.
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
& what is that? o.O
32. What is the colour of your room?
Green, yellow & white?
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
Then get myself to jail? NO.
34. Do you believe in the saying : talk is cheap?
Sometimes.
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
Me?
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
My mum this afternoon.
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
Eh, yes? -.-? The person's not dead okay.
38. Do you have a life?
Like duhh?
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't die?
I had, ONCE.
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
Profile song? o.O
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Some online friend I THINK.
42. Last time you smiled?
Just now?
43. Have you changed this year?
I guess so?
44. What are you listening right now?
My blog song & Right Here, Right Now. LOLS.
45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Nope. MSN yea.
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
Closed when I blink lols.
47. Is there a quote you live by?
Not really.
48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
Yes ):
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Piano & recorder.
50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
Cried to death -.-"
51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
Grandparents' house still... ):
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
I don't have one now
53. What song best describe your love life?
Erms... Erms... All the sweet ones D:
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
Yes, of course.
55. Who always make you laugh?
Recently, Kaikai, Jojo, Eden & people.
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
Chinese.
57. Favourite website(s)?
youtube? LOLS.
58. What's your middle name?
& you're refer to...?
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
Collect Grandpa's bones ):
60. What do you think you are like?
Some lunatic person LOLS.
61. Who will you choose to die with?
Him. ):
62. Where have you been today?
Grandparents' house, some funeral place, CP.
63. What game do you play often?
Maple lols.
64. Who are you missing right now?
Him ):
65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
Can I have both? D: I'm greedy I know :X
66. What are you doing right now?
This thingy?
67. Which primary school are you from?
Xinmin Primary.
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
Yellow, purple & blue?
69. What emotion you like to show?
According to my feeling lols.
70. What is your life to you?
Precious? (:
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Think of a solution to solve it?
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
Neko.
73. Who do you admire most??
My parents.
74. Which month are you born in?
February.
75. How are you feeling right now?
Idk ~.~
76. What is the time now?
11:07PM.
77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?
Friendly, talkative, etcetc :X
78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
I didn't dye my hair.
79. Why are you doing this test?
Caus I have to? ._. Plus I'm bored :X
80. What do you do when you're moody?
Listen to music.
81. At which age you wish to get married?
Between 24-27. We used to choose the age D:
82. Who is more important to you?
My family?
83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
Cherish it to the last second. Find him & hug him ):
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
Myself -.-"
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Yups.
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
Turn back in time to make things better.
87. What is your goal for this year?
The year is ending ._. Help choir for SYF?
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes.
89. What feeling do you love most?
Being loved?
90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
OH MAN IT'S FREAKING HOT RIGHT NOW! What do you think?
91. What feeling do you hate most?
Seeing my loved ones cry ): Losing him ):
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Of course! Who doesn't?
93. Do you believe in God?
YES. Amen.
94. Who cares for you most?
My family & friends. & perhaps him still? =/
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Erms erms... Health? LOLS idk.
96. What will you bring when you fight?
It depends? I don't fight, I guaikia :X
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
For not studying hard enough? That tickle that day!! D:
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
I think I'll die D:
99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
Beat him up & throw him in the dumbster!
100. How do you feel now?
Mixed emotions D:
8 ppl who are down for this quiz:
People who read this & have got nothing to do :D
Labels: Quiz :O
Reminiscing @ 10:57 PM
♥ Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Was forced to wake at 8am to go for... That...
I ain't sad about it until
I saw my mum's eyes...
I can feel how she felt...
& I felt like crying at that very instant.
Of course, I held back my tears
but I felt them dwelling up my eyes... ):
At that very moment,
it sets my mind off wondering...
What if my parents, my sister,
my future husband or even my closest friends
were to leave me alone in this world someday;
Am I able to take it?
I don't think I can.
Everything come & go.
Nothing have stayed with me throughout;
& I believe that nothing will.
So yea, some stuffs really killed my mood for the day ):
I was bored, really bored D:
Was sms-ing with Kaikai until my phone ~.~
So yea, it's MORE boring.
Sis's PSP hanged on me
after I'd played for like 2 hours? WTH D:
I didn't save it at all!
Suann, don't want play le D:
Folded at LEAST 12 stacks of the... Papers?
So yea, my effort & 'gift' to grandpa today.
What about now?
Sometimes I felt that nobody cares even though
there ARE people out there who care for me.
Right now, I know that the one who care about me the most is
Kaikai, followed by Bitter-san, Jojo, Eden & perhaps no one else.
I didn't announce what had happened
but I hid it somewhere in this blog...
PS: I'm sorry PJ, that I can't make it today ):
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Recently, I know I'm ill at ease about the things around me ):
Reminiscing @ 8:06 PM
♥ Tuesday, November 18, 2008
I have no mood to blog but I don't know who to talk to.
At least blogging it out makes me feel better,
I think ):
Yesterday reminds me of JLJLJL ):
The last 24hour was horrbile, really horrible.
Not the part where I went out with bland-san & sour-san,
it's all the stuffs that happened at night.
I know I should've let go but...
So anyways, went to Pasir Ris Park yesterday.
Had a LOT of fun there :D
Ate a plate of superNICE chicken rice at White Sands;
Played swings & circle-y thingys (Dizzy dizzy ~.~);
Got my shorts stuck & cannot get down some swing thingy LOLS :X;
Rided bike & lang-ga-ed (For the two of them :X);
Went home afterwards :D
Thanks for accompanying me sms-ing to you-know-who.
Somehow, I can't, no matter how hard I try.
So here goes, evening, still fun alright (;
MC-ed with KaiKai & Jojo & people :D
But just for a while until...
Blahs, guildmates & those who are involved should know.
Why are you afraid that I see it?
Why don't you try to solve this
misunderstanding or "misunderstanding" between us?
Is it that difficult to do so?
I have nothing to say, seriously.
I know I'm stupid alright? ):
Coming to night time,
I was sleepy so I went to bed.
Woke up at 1++ & saw a few sms-es.
I regreted sleeping. REALLY D:
I can't do anything now,
unless I can turn back the hands of time.
I'm just... Really sorry.
If nothing had happened,
Woke up in the morning until...
I wouldn't be mapling,
I'm sorry I can't fulfill your dream,
I'm sorry for ignoring your smses,
I'm sorry for being such a BADgirl,
but I must say,
I ain't a flirt so I always said no.
I'm really sorry T.T
I'll be out there with you right now.
Lastly, I found out something yesterday...
This, & I believe only ONE person knows what I meant.
I'll be there if he so suey get hospitalized like that time.
& wow, I'm wearing that yellow tee of JL's right now...
That song.
I wanted to post it in the last post.
& well, lookie at the date. =/
Mummy just called & told me grandpa passed away... D:
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
& I know that we are living in the same lie...
Labels: D;, emo, horribleday, imissyou, maple, sorry, torture, why
Reminiscing @ 1:23 PM
♥ Sunday, November 16, 2008
Some songs made me cry just now argh -.-"
Reminds me of *cough JL
Okay so anyways, photo session again :X
Mulung boss, the bigbig bearbear :O
KTF boss, the fox :D Can't see my face ._.
Neko & I at amoria :D She went HK ):
Level-ed in orbisPQ :D Say bbyes to OPQ D:
Bitter-san's new hair ._. I never see before sia :X
Jojo's Pumpkin Spear lols
KaiKai & I at mc :O
& blahs idk what to blog LOLS.
Just feeling bored so yea. (:
Here's a song Kaikai intro-ed :O
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
& yes, 我们曾经说好的幸福呢？
Labels: maple, overseas, song, video
Reminiscing @ 1:45 PM
♥ Thursday, November 13, 2008
I wanted to blog on Monday but I didn't. Obviously.
So yea, Monday was the Physics MCQ paper.
It was alright I guess?
Had breakfast with bland-san at CP & found out something :X
I wouldn't say it, as promised.
Went home afterwards & sis asked me out :O
She asked me if I want to watch "Sing To The Dawn" with her.
Well, why not? :D
I still remember it's my sec 1 literature book lols.
So yea, sorta rushed out.
Had my NACHOS this time :D
The movie was well, a bit twisted, :X
but I LOVED it :D
Overall rating of the movie 4.5/5 :D
It kinda motivates one to really go for it.
A MUST watch :D
& blablas, Tuesday I slept like forever LOLS.
Soyea, Wednesday was the CHEMISTRY MCQ paper.
I er... RAWRS! D:
I hope you understand what that means lols :X
& so erms... Blablas, bought friendship ring :D
Bitter-san asked me out tomorrow :O
So fast jio me out le wee-u-wee :X
Bland-san, she said she will jio me out to KBox lols x)
My last words for today:
I MISS MY CLIQUE D:
PS: My Europe tour is a got-go :D
WEEEEEEEEEES~ *Goes crazy*
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
In the twinkling of an eye, it's all over now...
Labels: :D, chemistry, movie, physics
Reminiscing @ 12:59 AM
♥ Saturday, November 8, 2008
Let a picture say the words :D
There. Endofstory. LOLS.
Okay don't crap le lols x)
So yea, got a few things to blog about (;
Firstly, my Europe tour MIGHT not make it D;
That stupid tour la need ONE MORE person then can go. KNS T.T
So eh, anyone wanna go? :X
You pay for yourself horhs LOLS.
4k+, I don't know exact price ._.
Secondly, Jie told me her year got prom night!
They had petition so managed to have it!
But but BUT the school set the prom night
on the date when we're overseas LOLS.
So yea, sis didn't go for prom night ._.
BUT! e2 people! Let's petition to MrLeong again :D
LOLS. :X
Thirdly, dinner-ed at Pepper-Lunch.
I saw a familiar face :X
Then my mummy go ask that girl is she from SKSS, she said no.
Then she said she's from Xinmin Primary
& that she knows who I am LOLS ahhas :X
Fourthly, daddy wrote the feedback form at Pepper-Lunch.
He asked me what to write for "Other comments".
Guess what I said?
I said, "Write I rawk :D" LOLS.
Okay stupid. Don't bother about me :X
Okay, thats all the crap le HEES.
Toddles :D
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
& she's feeling blue these days D;
Labels: chiongarhs, D;, maple, overseas
Reminiscing @ 11:45 PM
♥ Thursday, November 6, 2008
Reached home about 30mins ago or so.
Just had a bite of some food.
Yeaps, I have not ate anything since I woke.
Was actually going out to watch HSM3,
ended up almost didn't go out larhs. ;X
GF called & ask me out ._.
Simply her, kris & I.
I didn't want to, so I said I was supposed to go out with ReuReu,
end up she go call & pulled so many people out also ~.~
Blahs, so I went out today.
Was kinda pissed off at first the beginning
as I was forced to play THAT game... AUDITION
Yep, I wasn't surprised that there's no ring anymore, EXPECTED.
Oh crap, the food I'm eating now got VEGETABLES inside wtf ~.~
Eh, so anyways,
went to watch a crappy movie afterwards.
I slept in the cinema LOLS!
The second time EVER in my life.
I SLEPT in the cinema... AGAIN. ;X
I don't know why the movie is PG sia.
It's like... Got some sexual scenes -.-"
So blahs, thats another reason why I slept.
After the movie, jiu erms... Went home le?
Went to McDonalds to buy McChicken & guess what?
I ordered the MEAL & the lady thought
I ONLY wanted the burger zzz.
So finee, I only have a burger now,
& the food daddy gave me, which,
like I'd mentioned above, GOT VEGETABLES INSIDE! ~.~
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
& sometimes I wonder am I still the apple of your eye
Reminiscing @ 8:05 PM
♥ Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Today's chinese paper was... Idk ._.
Paper1, the composition reminds me of my friend LOLS.
The question I chose is like...
Asking me to write about the process whereby a person
you had a bad impression on became your best friend.
Cliques should know who it reminded me about...
BLAND-SAN! LOLS.
It's true marhs, she useD to be my enemy,
but now, one of my besties. ;D
Paper2, the last comprehension reminds me of MrPINTO D;
I still remember the time where he told us about the eagle thingy.
& the passage is something like that! Cool! ;X
So yea, I have some little "background" knowledge about it lols x)
Though it's actually of no use. Blahs LOLS.
After paper called ReuReu ;X
Heard that Chacolate hacked StickVeggie's noob char (1stDayHere),
1 billion worth of items gone & over 144k cash spent on crap.
So eh, investigating now.
Also, today guild so many problems. D;
Try to solve it all later -.-"
Lastly is just, eh, girl,
you want the email, get from me larhs?
So paiisehh for what arhs?
Did you did something wrong?
Like let's say... Flirt? ;O
I don't know how people claim to be that close when
they can't even remember their emails & crap.
But yeayea, I'm good, I'll give you the email, AS IF.
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Yea right, you dream on.
That's so over my dead body
Labels: chinese, fuckoff, horribleday, pissed, torture
Reminiscing @ 10:05 PM
♥ Sunday, November 2, 2008
Tomorrow is my social studies paper!
Gogo mugmugmug *SLAPS*
Okay blahs, so anyways, erms...
What I wanna say arhs...? LOLS
Erms... Erms... Forgot it ._.
I haven't on maple today ;D
So guai right! =X
Back to ss when I'm done with this entry ;D
Well, the looks are different from the previous post's one.
New guild in Eridanus ;D Who want join? =X
Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
& I say those words under my breath
Labels: socialstudies
Reminiscing @ 4:34 PM
