Recently I read about a post where the older you get, the more you understand what you look for a partner. I really think I have extremely high expectations I have in the guy I look for. I'd admit that I have went on a few dates or almost a few times and each time a successful or unsuccessful one happens, it just hit me real hard.

Have you ever miss someone you just cried for no reason? That pain and hurt you feel that moment is indescribable. That feeling of loss and falling into self pity, disappointment, hate and regret that you are not up to standards.

I mentioned that I wanna start a new blog but the template had some issue so I didn't exactly start it either. Already created one but yet to post anything yet. URL creation was tough as I didn't know what I want to put it as haha.

I'll probably start on a new blog sooner or later as there has been things that constantly pop up on my mind that I would like to write about as speaking with somebody else might seem weird. There may or may not be sensitive topics but I ain't sure, but I know there will definitely be one that is quite sensitive (at least to myself And my girl-friends), but somehow I wanna voice my opinion out about it. So yea, gotta think of a blog name and such. Perhaps just gonna stick with the basic layout provided. Not sure about it too.

Hello stalker, your stalking skills is at it's finest sia. It's amusing and creepy at the same time gosh :/ If you get pissed seeing this then you admit you are one lol. Sorry but face it, it's a fact.

Today one of my friend who is not so close suddenly asked me am I alright. When I asked him why, he said I look sad… Hmm… I won't deny I am sad, but did it really show? My best friend said I don't look sad so I'm not sure. But thanks for your concern A, I really appreciate it ^^

But on the side note, it made me wonder do I look sad or whatever you may like to call it, but I can't seem to find anything about reading or telling if somebody is sad (unless you can read faces) :/ Just read up a bit of stuff and somehow it's telling me I'm showing depression symptoms :( Like all of em' except the I-wanna-commit-suicide symptom lol.

So maybe, just maybe, I am indeed depressed due to certain personal matters that happened and administrative stuff regarding next year's Summer Program at the main campus that is piling the weight on my shoulders. How I felt abandon by a friend or two. so very stressed that projects, presentations and exams are never ending.

Let this all come to an end please.

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Just like seasons, people change.

Perhaps the last post for this blog, or I may start blogging again, I ain't sure.

Labels: Reminiscence

Welcome.
This is my blog,
I have the rights to type what I want.
If you dislike me &/or my blog, SHOO [:

Kindly do not rip anything off.
Tag before you leave (;
Have a nice day!


visitors since 27thDec`o8

Leennn
Born on the 24thFebruary`92,
presents appreciated :X

Singing ♫♪ is her passion ♥
Can be diplomatic when she
find it worth being towards
people who are realistic.

She's AzureLeen,
GM of Reminiscence guild
in the EriDelp server of Msea
Also can be found wandering
in AngelCradle, itsLEEN & xFLURRY

Xinmin Primary
XPSprefect, XPSgb, XPSchoir, XPSmathsclub, XPSnetball

SengKang Secondary
SKYcouncillor, SKYchoir

Temasek Polytechnic
Leisure & Resort Management - 1ko1
2k07(yr2.1), 2k06(yr2.2), 3k03(yr3.2)
Adventure Club, Choir

HerFamily
HerClique
HerBesties
HerVIPs
Singing ♫♪
Hanging out with loved ones
Making videos
Playing the piano
HerSealPillow-ChiuChiu ♥
TAKO BALLS :D
Salmon :X
Freshly blanded orange juice
Camwhore-ing :D
Beautiful friendships
Mango shaved ice with sherbert & icecream
Iced milo :D
YoYo GiGi :DD!
HerChickChick-name not decided
the word Reminiscence
Mamegoma ♥!!
PokeMon LOL :D

Anyone getting hurt physically/emotionally caus of me :/
Broken promises :/
Vegetables ):
Hypocrite
People who kpkb
Following orders
Nightmares
Misunderstandings
Last minute stuffs
Horror movies ):

Desires fulfilled :D
-> Europe trip ♥ on the 6thNov`o8 :D
-> Visit ALL the Disneylands :D
-> Sealseal from More Than Words :D
-> Sony Vegas 8.0
-> CEH gathering :DD!
-> TP FOC :D! [6th-8th Apr`o9]
-> TP orientation :D! [16th-17th Apr`o9]
-> Lesser homework =X
-> A desktop :X To play LOLS
-> Go UnderWaterWorld :D [It's been long]
-> Date with salty-san :X
-> Date with bitter-san :X
-> Make 1k01 bond [; ★
-> Australia trip ♥ [16th-21st Dec`o9]
-> Wisdomasion`o6 gathering :]
-> New bag
-> A red tanktop (How random :o)
-> Know my 2k07(yr2.1) classmates
-> A microphone
-> Go to the Zoo :X [It's been long]
-> New wallet [Long one]
-> Buy 5 tops in a day [LOLS!]
-> Nintendo DS Lite/DSi
-> Go to HongKong again :D [1st-4th Oct`1o]
-> New glasses
-> Date with bland-san :X
-> Go KBOX~! :DD!
-> Know my 2k06(yr2.2) classmates -> Legend of the Seas Christmas Cruise [22nd-28th Dec`11]

Desires unfulfilled D:
-> Go dating with my clique :D [ALL] ★
-> See sour-san again ★
-> The best MMV maker using WMM x) ★
-> More new clothes, skirts :D
-> Be at least a 10-year choir member ★
-> A trip to Sydney
-> Go Star Cruise again :D!
-> Visit Disney Sea once there's more attractions
-> Visit Disney World ♥
-> Sit the Singapore flyer D:!
-> Watch the sunrise :]
-> Watch the sunset :]
-> Go for singing lessons at LWS School of Music!! ★
-> A pair of Left & Right canvas shoes
-> Visit Six Flags again :D
-> Learn how to use Sony Vegas 8.0 [;
-> Get Remi active & going again [; ★
-> Family bowling :X
-> Go ice skating ^^
-> Go skiing :D
-> Know all my French classmates :3
-> Know all my Music classmates :3
-> Getting the clique♥ tee
-> Asian Mullet Hairstyle
-> Acoustic Guitar
-> Know all my Co&co classmates :3
-> Go South Africa :D
-> Cruise to Alaska
-> Graduate!
-> Visit Maritime Experiential Museum & Aquarium (MEMA)
-> Visit Titanic Exhibit at MBS
-> Visit River Safari
-> Get a Havanese Puppy ★

★ = difficult to achieve :/
striked = giveup :/

Kindly tag with your name unless you find it disgraceful. & sadly, you'll be left to rot. :D

Facebook
Friendster
Imeem
YoutubeChannel

Drop your url at tag to be linked ;D
& kindly linked back also .________."

Clique ♥♥
KaiYuan ♥♥
Pameline ♥♥
Priscilla ♥♥
Thendiana ♥♥
TzeKiat ♥♥
YeeLing ♥♥

Related Groups
1k01 ♥
Reminiscence ♥
LRM [;
SkyChorale [;
SkyChoir(Old) [;
SkyChoir(Multiply) [;
Geographers45 ;)
NEXOtight! ;)

VIPs
YiMei :D

Good friends
CheeSian [;
Joanne [;
PeiLing [;
PohKhoon [;
Shermaine [;
Cheryl ;)
Clayderman ;)
Desmond`N ;)
Khuzaimah ;)
MrKow ;)
Poyo ;)
ShaunKhoo ;)
YiHui ;)

Friends
ChinTeck ;)
CSP ;)
Eunice ;)
Hillary ;)
Jason ;)
Javier ;)
KokKian ;)
Lydia ;)
Marshall ;)
Melody`C ;)
MrPinto ;)
PengJie ;)
SengEng ;)
Siusian ;)
Theresah ;)
WeiJun ;)
Charmaine
Grace
HaziQAH
HuiMin
HuiPing
Ivy`G
Janell
Jasmine
Jeff
Jeremiah
Jessica`Sia
Jonathan`L
JunRong
KaiSong
KaiWen
KarIm
Katherinne
Kenneth
SengChoon
Shanice
Shannon
Shereen
Stephanie
Sylvia
Venecia
Vivian
YanYa
ZhanRong
ZhiYu
Zoraxsh

Acquaintance
Alicia`N
Alvin`Lam
Angela
Daryl`G
Ivan
JiaXun
Jonathan
Persie
SiHui

Others
BubzBeauty

September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010
January 2011
February 2011
April 2011
September 2011
October 2011
November 2011
January 2012
March 2012
November 2013
January 2014
March 2014
April 2014
December 2014
January 2015

Designer : %BLUE.pink-
Basecodes : lovelies-
Inspirations : !dl♥ [2] The dandelion's promise
Scrolling Code: %PURPUR.black-
Images : Cyworld
Others : xoxo