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♥ Monday, August 10, 2009

Nothing much, just updating before I go bath LOLS.

Actually, I didn't sleep since I woke yesterday :X
I scared I cannot wake for interview na -.-!

Anyways, did two recording just now :D
But I think it's sarky so uh... LOLS.

At around 6:50am I saw an orangey sky, it's really nicee (:
Failed to take a photograph of it na ):!
My camera no battery since 289375928375 years ago :o
Went to charge for roughly 3mins?
Then when I wanna take de time no more orangey sky le D:

Another silly stuff to update x)
I digged for my black skinnies for like 15mins -.-!
It's like... Right THERE on the hanger
but I didn't see it when digging
for it EVERYWHERE for 5 times!
I feel so stupid .________________."

Uhh... Emo stuffs... :/
Nothing last forever...
Our friendship seem to be drifting apart, my dear friends.

Many of my close friends just come & go,
the same goes for you, MiLo.
Maybe you don't think or feel so
as you don't think as much as I do.

But... Don't you think we seldom talk now?
Everyday, I hope you'll be the one starting the conversation
like the past, but it doesn't seem to happen at all.
I tried my best, I tried to start a conversation,
but none of them lasted for more than 2mins now...
& yes, now I'm restricting myself from talking to you...
It's the best right? (:


PS: Happy 17th birthday KaiHong ♥

Emoo, pepper-san aka Leennn
You're the reason I cry my heart out

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Reminiscing @ 8:31 AM


♥ Sunday, August 2, 2009

Ahhs so bored~
Nice to hear your voice HEES :D

I better go out tomorrow to study study study!
At home so many distractions >< !
Especially that bed of mine arhs :X LOLS!
That online quiz made me emo long enough le :o
So must do well for the test (:!

MiLo~! Let's go out study lerhs :X
But you sure don't want de lols~

Alrighty, idk why I'm crapping
(Actually I know but I ain't gonna tell,
so DON'T ask me why tyy :X)

Toodles~!

xoxo, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
BTWITIAILWY

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Reminiscing @ 3:33 AM


♥ Monday, July 27, 2009

Let me try to recall what happened for the past week uh :o
I think my brain is dead right now LOLS.
I haven't been posting about my life uh? :o

This is gonna be a very LONG post. :X
Stop reading now if you want~

20th July `o9, Monday
I participated in the Amazing Race today!
We(Joanne, CheeSian & I) ran like kukus~!
Was printing RHT report like some kisiao
(Dumbdumb Joanne still say got a lot of time)
& we're lateeeeee :o

Luckily, it's the nicest tutor we have to submit to~
I LOVE my RHT tutor :D!
He don't mind us being late seh :o
Even offered us to go into his office,
drinks, snacks & sweets :X
We only took the sweets though caus we're
already 10mins late for econs de lecture :X

Speaking of econs lecture,
ROFL, I ALMOST SAT ON THIS GUY'S LAPTOP!
so CheeSian & Joanne started laughing like mad
& the lecturer stared at us for 10 seconds.
Felt like digging his eye balls out -.-!
So embarassing larhs >.< !
Wrote a note & asked Joanne to pass it
to the guy sitting behind me ~.~

Blahblah, skipskip, choir~ :o
We played memory game today :o
Just pick a card & if you kana
what the conductor called out,
you have to read/sing out :o
I kana those I'm unsure of, sueyyy ):!
Lastly, everybody had to sing Earth Lullaby~
I forgot what it's called but uhh...
One person from each section go up sing with the others :o

Kinda sadd that MrDarius always forget I sing for S1...
*Sigh ): Saddened~

21st July `o9, Tuesday
I'll skip about IntHT, nothing much :o
Half the clique went to watch Harry Potter since
CommSkills was cancelled for some unknown reason.
We didn't go caus I already set that
we're gonna discuss & do our OB~

Went for lecture, blahblahs.
Started with our OB PPT afterwards.
Joanne went kisiao & made our PPT 'bloody'.
I OBJECT OKAY! It's a NO!

Anyways, I skipped choir :/
Didn't wanna blog about it de but might as well.
I was actually pissed & felt really left out...
I don't wanna call & ask where choir will be held
all the time. So I didn't call today.

Sadly, I didn't manage to find where it was.
Sat at the koi pond from 6pm to 6:35pm...
No sight of any members so I went to the other side.
Sat at where pwiinceKOR & I always sat before choir.
No sight of anyone... Nevermind...
Started practicing myself
(Strange that I did that o.o) until 7:15pm :/
Nobody called me so I decided to go home...

22nd July `o9, Wednesday
Had a 4 hour break today since CommSkills
was cancelled as well today.

Went to Sugarloaf after our BCS lecture :o
Camwhored like siaooo everywhere~
Love the toilet at the convention hall there~
Super big mirror :D!

Chiong-ed finish OB de PPT today x.x!

23rd July `o9, Thursday
Skip about RHT tutorial, nothing much :o
We chiong-ed opposite school during our 1 hour break!
Had KFC, snackers~ x.x!
There's a stupid piece of chicken bone
below where I'm sitting ):!

Had 'free period' during BCS tutorial to do our project.
Designed the flash like siao~
Spent like 3 hours on a stupid ship
moving from left to right with the
sun & sea moving from right to left :o
LOLS. My flash is so cute :X <- BHB :D

Anyways, decided to skip choir again due to that reason...
But mainly cause of the econs project also laaa :/
Dig for my second article like mad larhs.
Seriously, the article analysis is not difficult,
it's the digging of articles part difficult -.-!

Piaa like siao for the market studies at home
but stopped doing it at 3am caus I had no mood :/

24th July `o9, Friday
Had OB presentation today :o
Wore smart casual that doesn't look THAT smart blahs.

Got 19/25 for overall presentation :o
Why isn't it 20? D: Nice try uh -.-!
We'll do better the next presentation :D!

Anyways, chiong-ed econs after presentation :o
Made me skip my OB lecture for the it rawrs!
& dumbdumb larhs hate the make up CommSkills tutorial -.-!
Make me stay from 4pm-6pm! (4pm to around 5:45pm to be exact)

Supposed to meet the SKYchorale alumni
for our 1st meeting but I didn't go ~.~
Had dinner at Hougang Mall. Pepper lunch! (:

After dinner went to walkwalk.
I only remember one thing,
my handphone kana soap!
I was like uh...
*Open cap & smell the thingy*
Thinking: "Uhh, don't have those seal thingy meh?"
*Squeeze the bottle*
*Lots of soap flowed out*
Thinking: "OMFG MY HAND & PHONE"
"Weiwei(To parents), I go toilet :o"

WO DE PHONE ARHS! x.x!
Heng I managed to wipe it off without
spoiling my temporary de phone -.-!

Bought a foundation. (Not my money :X)
But still so expensive, $30.50 :/
to someone like myself who don't really use make up -.-!
Make up is so NOT my cup of tea!
Yeaa, but don't buy cheap de later
kana skin problems spend more $$ :X

25th July `o9, Saturday
Went to campus to do BCS de website design thingy.
Crapping around & I mapled in campus lols!
For a while nia la :X Idk what I doing also ~.~

Supposed to eat at KFC with Jason & KaiJie
before going home de but aiyos, cancelled LOLS.
That KaiJie kuku de say what
"I don't feel like going le caus I'm at my bus stop"
Tsktsk, mindset like Joanne's LOLS!
Always say see her bus stop wanna go home :X
But she always never de lols~

So uh, crossed the overhead bridge le
then Jason keep asking me want eat ma want eat ma :o
Think it's strange so uh, ask him go home
since his bus just nice reach LOLS.
Called Daddy to come fetch me
& I went to buy KFC while waiting :P

26th July `o9, Sunday
Was lazy to wake to go campus actually :X
Rushed like siaotingtong~
Ate like some starving monster.
I still can't believe I finished my
lor mee in like... 10minutes
when I usually took 1 hour LOLS.
Gobbled, swallowed~ RAWRS~!
Monster siaaa!

Had my first experience with a road rage driver :/
Can even feel it while I'm sitting at the back of the car -.-!
Idk what happened at first though.
I only know my Daddy horned damm loud so I looked up
(from whatever I was doing, sms-ing I think o.o)

Blahblah, describe it tomorrow barhs.
Getting late le.
Wanted to dig a video that shows what happen
but I can't find any & wondered off
to watching Britain's Got Talent -.-!
It's like 3:58 now LOLS :X

Anyways, just sharing what I watched uh :o



I like Susan Boyle more ):!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Diversity's dance is nice but Susan Boyle should've won!
See the disappointment in Simon's face D:!
& uhh, not forgetting the article I did for OB.
The article says that Susan Boyle lost caus
many people thought OTHERS would vote for her.
I remember one phrase dam clearly,
"I didn't vote for her because I thought the others would"
Damm you people who have such stupid perceptions!



That's really high ~.~
However, I'll just point out that she zhao xia-ed at 1:14
& I think not many realised? :X
Nobody commented about it :o

PS, I don't like her >< !

There's also people commenting about Hollie fake crying.
I can't really tell though :/
Looks like she is, I'm not sure :o
Just find it unfair that she gets a 2nd chance
while others who messed up doesn't :/
Can't show the video caus all kana
"Embedding disabled by request" zzz!
Go search "Hollie Steel Edelweiss" on youtube :o
How da hell she stop crying/"crying" once Simon said
that they'll find time for her -.-?

Connie is better than her!
She's 6 then, & can remember the lyrics :P



Blahs, really LATE le. 4:48AM liao!
Rawrs! Sorry MiLo ♥ >< !

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Be more automatic next time
& lend me your shoulder >< !

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Reminiscing @ 1:45 AM


♥ Thursday, July 16, 2009

It's 4:43am & I'm not asleep :o
(Like duhh or else whose blogging uh? :o)

I piaa-ed OB & CommSkills until 3am+ na -.-!
Went to do my daily facebook routine caus
there's something I haven't done with my projects,
yet I can't recall what it is! Arghs!
Or am I done with everything I have to do today D:?

Ain't planning to do my tutorials... I think :/
It's such a busy week & I really mean it :/
It's so busy that my brain is failing on me D:!
I forgot my water bottle after choir on Tuesday
& forgot my CommSkills TB just now (Wednesday) ._______."
What am I gonna forget tomorrow uh -.-?

Anyways, gonna have choir AGAIN (Yea, THIRD time this week)
tomorrow (later) & I think I'll die on my bed
when I reach home at night -.-"

Have been reaching campus at 8:30am &
leaving campus around 9:30pm everyday this week :/
I'm seriously gonna die soon I tell you x.x

I know I ain't good at studies,
project used to be my favourite
as I'm able to bond with my team members,
but it ain't the same now since the projects
pile up faster than homeworks AND studies.
It's killing me D:!
But no, I don't feel stress,
just plain o' tired that's all :/

Guess I'll pack my stuffs & go to bed now
or I don't think I can survive from 7am till 11pm later :/

神啊救救我吧!

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
I'm worried, seriously worried about you
593110

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Reminiscing @ 4:42 AM


♥ Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Wanted to blog yesterday de but didn't really have the time :/

Well anyways, point form then I guess :o

1. I got pwned by presentation D:!
BUT got some comments about the PP that I'm happy with ^^

2. I brought my SPORT SHOES to change
BUT I forgot to bring my SOCKS -.-!
Went to buy socks @ bookshop LOLS ._________."

3. Joanne lie to me ):
Snyder's of hanover does not cost $1.45 ):
BAD JOANNE! :X

4. Mr.Darius is a liar~
He didn't bring food & I was hungry LOLS :X

5. Learned uh... 2 or 3 (Dammm stm o.o") songs :D
I have no words to describe the last song
we learn de choreography.... Erms... LOLS :X

Okay no more I guess :X
But uh, last thing,
it's raining cats & dogs now laa zzz!
Everyone take care when you're going to school :o!

Especially you, no matter you're going or staying at home (:

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
You're my number one concern,
so please, do take care alrights? (:

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Reminiscing @ 7:26 AM


♥ Monday, July 13, 2009

Ahhh it's running late & I'm gonna sleep at 1am!
Gogo chiong arhhhs~! Finish your routine~!

Anyways just blogging some important stuffs.
MiLo, promise me you will NEVER EVER do that again!
That scene make me damm worried okay!
You ask me not to worry but I can't help it :o
Caus you're one of my close friends.
I don't even want that to happen to my acquaintance x.x!
So please please PLEASE promise me you wouldn't do it again ):!

& I didn't know my blog skin look so
super duper tiny in your laptop LOLS.

Okay nothing else le.
Godd I have 10mins to finish the rest of my routine x.x!

*Runs off~

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Promise me, will you?

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Reminiscing @ 12:42 AM


♥ Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Currently in campus library.
Wanted to do project de but
all never bring notes & such -.-!

Carin tio quarantined caus her friend got h1n1 ._______."
So uh... We didn't get much things done today ~.~
Jialak le. Must pushpush online lols.

Now blogging to kill time lols >< !
Nothing to do ahhhhhhhhhhh.
Yesterday early early fell asleep
without turning off my desktop.
Sorry MiLoooooo :X

Kill time kill time~
What to do lerhs D:?

Nevermind I go rotrot >< !
Can't sms people caus my phone gonna die le ~.~
Just nice low batt when I left home! GOSH.
I wanna sms someoneeeeeeeee >< !

Siannn, go do other stuffs le lols :X

PS: Later got CCA rawrs ):!

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Wear your heart on your sleeve~ :D

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Reminiscing @ 1:10 PM


♥ Friday, July 3, 2009

Ewwws my CommSkill group de questionnaire got ERRORS!
& we'd submitted it for grading le zzz!

Anyways, that's not my main point of the post :o
The following would be.
Some crapp I wrote when I was thinking on the 1st of July :o

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I don't know why I feel so jealoused
of someone for something so simple ):
It's time to give up, YiLe...
There's no point waiting for him any longer...
What am I supposed to do?
It feels like he doesn't have any feelings for me...
Or does he...? I can't sense it...
I feel so confused right now...
I feel -blahblahblah-
& I hope -blahblahblah-
This is getting terribly mushy, stop stop STOP!

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Idk why I wrote that that day -.-!
Wrote something else on the 2nd of July
but ain't gonna post it here LOLS.
Okay maybe I will, but just the LAST part of it.

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-blahblahblah-
-blahblahblah-
-blahblahblah-

-blahblahblah-
-blahblahblah-
-blahblahblah-

What am I suppose to do!?
I don't know who to tell about this sia...
I hate bottled up feelings >.< !
If I were to say out -blahblahblah- :(
I don't want that to happen :(!
Clique! I miss you all!
Desperately need a listening ear right now... :(

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-blahblahblah- = craps I don't wanna type out

Uhh... I forgot what I wanted to type AHAHAHA.
Ohhhhhhh! 1st July!!!

ShaunKhoooooooooo!
Don't say I'm bad for greeting you happy belated birthday okay!
I post it here on my blog also!
Happy belated belated birthday!
My apologies I didn't greet you on Wednesday laaa >.< !

Thanks for being there when I'm down uhh :X
Don't know how you sense dao de -.-!
Always suddenly talk to me when
I wanted to tell someone something.
Glad to have you as one of my best friends!
& tyy for remembering my birthdate
in your heart since primary 5 LOLS.

I said I never forget yours okay!
Don't anyhow thinkkkk!


PS: MiLoooooooo! Online lerhs ):! :X

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Flattered by that smile all the time

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Reminiscing @ 7:26 PM




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