It's her secret ♥

2012-01-28T02:13:00.003+08:00

You hurt me not once, not twice, but many times.
I'm tired of this, I really am...

I understand why work is so important to you but,
take a step back, have a look at the situation!
I keep thinking if it's worth it,
if you have got feelings for me,
if you actually know how I feel.

I hurt somebody else for so many times;
he has been trying so hard to make me like him since
my internship days and I turned him down so many bloody times.
We all know how it feels hurting people... It SUCKS.

Like I always say this...
We adore the people who ignore us,
Ignore the people who adore us,
We love the people who hurt us,
And hurt the people who love us.

:(((

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
I miss the good o' days

We do not work well together

2012-01-25T22:50:00.001+08:00

Just ranting.

I truly dislike this, ever since last December I know it ain't gonna work out well.

I'd spoke what I think, what I feel, what I suggest, but there was never once it was agreed or perhaps even saw.

So its my fault now that what I did was perhaps wrong? I asked for opinions and nobody bothered so it's my fault now?

An individual should stop thinking they're always right, cause there are times when they are wrong.

This truly spoils our friendship and my mindset of how you work. I don't wanna feel that way by telling myself to overlook the previous times because I admit that I wasn't there to listen.

But you have truly proven me otherwise :)

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
We got different grades at times for certain reasons

KPOP craze drives me crazy

2011-11-29T23:21:00.003+08:00

As we all know, the majority of the
KPOP fandom is going crazy over MAMA2011.

To be honest, I'm not a KPOP fan,
neither do I hate them, I think they're alright,
but overwhelming posts about it just creeps me out.

My fb and twitter are spammed with updates about the event,
I'm fine with twitter being spammed but fb? Nono.
Spamming about a certain issue should be done on twitter,
that's what I believe in (lol)

So anyways, have you realised no matter what you post,
somehow the KPOP craze fans will go against you?
For instance, posting things like:
- "Please don't update every single post about KPOP"
would sort of irritate them;

BUT I didn't know posting things like
This is what my Facebook News Feeds status are about .
- 5% Normal.
- 10% Annoyed about the K-POP madness status. (they're seriously annoyed)
- 85% Posting about MAMA.
._____________.
would be considered as a sarcasm?
Just stating facts, why you so pissed?
No offence but please keep your mind right.

Sometimes people should stop all these assumptions.
I know I assume at times but I don't go overboard
or get mad about "sarcasm" unless it really hurts.

Taking it into a less virtual context,
we're all different and have our own likes and dislikes,
so if A is saying B can just 'ignore' the situation,
why can't B talk about his or her feelings and
A can simply ignore it too?

It's just like picking a fight for the wrong reasons.
I seriously find it plain stupid.

If you wanna pick a fight with me about such cases,
I have nothing to say.

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Assumptions ruin relationships

2011-10-15T10:34:00.001+08:00

Has there be any time when people just drive you crazy when they expect you to be involved in an activity with them but they merely gave you any information about it?

Today I just experienced it, I hate it, like usual. I love my family a lot but I hate it when they wake me up early in the morning and said that they wanna go somewhere which they just mentioned the day before.

It's like waking YOU up, you're tired, and they told you we're going out SOON. Can you define how much time you are left to prepare yourself with the word "soon" given to you as a duration? It pisses me a lot!

Okay so be it, my phone's not charged the previous night, I'd yet to bath and I'm sleepy (cause they didn't say what time they wanna go out and I slept late). I'm not going, I wanna go back to bed.

To my horror, it's pretty sunny today and my room is the one that gets the morning sun as early as 7am++, so imagine how bright it can be right now. Even with my window shades drawn, the sunlight just penetrates into my room. Today is one of those times when I actually can't sleep with the presence of sunlight (bummer). Plus it's hot because they turned off my aircon for quite some time :( Hello? Aircon baby here who dislikes hot and stuffy places especially when I'm sleeping?!

Sigh. They only left THIRTY minutes after I woke. So this is your definition of GOING OUT SOON eh?

Now I'm wide awake, I can't sleep, I'm not outside with them at some weird place and I don't have things to do because my CPU went for repair last afternoon! I believe you can tell that I'm extremely bored since I updated this post in the first place -.- Perhaps I'll be disturbing my piano which I'd yet to touch since I moved last December (guilty D:) for a while now.

Ranting always make me feel better :)

Sorry for any typos since I'm updating this with my phone.

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
A bunch of liars

Testing iPhone blogger

2011-09-12T01:01:00.001+08:00

Testing iPhone de blogger app hees :3 If this works well then next time I can blog during break time at work le lol :X

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Gonna miss you lots D:!

2011-04-10T22:54:00.002+08:00

有时我还是会在乎你。
可是我不知道为什么会有这一种感觉。
真的好奇怪哦。

昨晚我看了很多很多照片。
不知不觉地想起那小熊猫怎么了。

气死我了啦！

Weird chinese post ahahaha.

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
豆豆，快点好起来。你每次都生病的 -o-!

2011-02-27T00:11:00.003+08:00

Guess what? I found some 'foreign' object in my dinner just now.
Worst still, it looks like some pubic hair wthhhhhhh!
Wait a sec, I'm pretty sure it is -.-!
Got totally grossed out & stopped eating straightaway.
& I'm hungry now ): Good thing I bought sushi after that :P

Conclusion:
Don't EVER buy from that stall again. Though it's like, famous.
Can't believe they had an "A" for cleanliness thingy :/
But then again, they wouldn't be checking the rice will they?

What would YOU do if you found that in your food?
Will you stop eating, take a few more bites, or finish it?

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Hello sushi, nomnomnom :3

2011-02-24T16:08:00.001+08:00

This was the crap I wanted to post on the 22nd of Febby (:

I have a total of 1870k@cash scratched le de cards sia :/
The 30k I bought a few months back is still in my wallet -.-
Making it 1,900k?

Uh... Why the eff did I spend so much on maple last time?!
(I believe 25% of it was bought by my mum for me)
Total regrets now. Glad I quitted the game.

Okay. WTF. I found 130k more -.-
THAT'S THE LIMIT TO ANY SHYT.
WOULD HAVE BEEN SGD 2K RICHER.
That's a lot T.T

It may sound little to people who actually WORK.
Sorry, I don't work. Meaning that's basically part of
my savings that I did not deposit into the bank.
Oh right, fyi, money that goes into my bank
will never come out :X At least for now LOL.

However, if it does, the amount that came out would
be covered by the amount going back in.
Speaking of which, I've yet to deposit the $200+
I spent using my POSB card when I bought my DSlite
with games for over $450+ -.- Argh...

Somebody remind me to deposit it in with my
Angbao money when I pass it to my mum please~
Ah, nevermind that, shall just deposit twice
the amount of money I got this year.

Also, just to pratically kill myself,
I shall save $2k this year solely base on my allowance.
(Yupps, excluding SIP moneh $.$)
& no, I don't receive like 100 bucks a day so a
simple $2k is more than half of my year's allowance ):

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
That bloody killer NYresolution.

2011-01-10T08:52:00.003+08:00

Life ain't good, life ain't good, life ain't good!
Sigh... *Insert saddest face you can ever imagine*

I know I'm a useless kid who don't help
with house chores and can't wake early larhs...
But is it really my fault?
I'll say that there are two sides to the story.

It was a bad start for the week...
Idk how I'll survive for the rest of the week right now ):

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Un jour, je vais ouvrir la fenêtre et sauter.

2010-12-22T18:43:00.002+08:00

Heya!

My family have moved to the new house already.
It was my second night staying here yesterday :3

Anyways, today went back to pack some more...
Personal stuffs such as letters & diaries.
I'm reading through my 2003/04 diary now &
my spelling back then seriously suckc big time!
I can't even spell some simple words LOL.
But surprizingly, I score better than the
majority of the students back in primary school.

Here is a list of words that I have
no idea why idk how to spell LOL.
& yes, I managed to get what I was trying to write:
1. Exactly -> Ex azetcilly
2. Tired -> Taried
3. Stare -> Stair
4. Exactly (yes, again) -> Excilly
5. cruel -> curel (haha close close!)
6. disgusting -> discusting
7. of course -> of corse
8. spectacles -> specticales

Okay that's enough embarassment for today ahahaha!

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Feel like going downstairs to swimswim :3

2010-12-08T04:31:00.005+08:00

Hello world ♥

I'mma sleepy but I can't go back to sleep caus
I'll be having the AWESOMEST (Yea right -.-) SSM later!

Anyways, MICE test killed me ):
The article is so SHORT when MsSam elaborated until
it sounds extremely long! She said something like
"It's 2 pages and 1/3 of a page long, with PICTURES".
Okayyyyy, trueeee, but the font is GIGANTIC x.x
Way bigger than the font size you're seeing now D:

So okay, MICE was screwed, but I did better
than expected for last week's BESE test :D
Actually, the whole class did pretty well, so uh -.-
Better than the fact that there are cheaters out there :/

Seriously people, whats the point of cheating?
You clearly know where you stand & stuff,
so why lie to yourself about something?
Or worst, go to the extend of cheating?
I really don't understand some people & I shouldn't,
caus it's none of my business in the first place :X

Ayeeee, time to go do some bunning with my hair le ><
It's gonna be a LONGGG day ahead! Gambateh leennn!

Don't forget to cut your fingernails -.-

PS: I realised I didn't post something that I last blogged.
Shall think about it :o

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
SSM is still NOT my cup of tea ):

2010-11-12T02:00:00.004+08:00

Give me some time alright people?
I know I've yet to read ALL (close friends)
your blogs for some time, but you can also
tell how I abandoned my own le lol.

Will find some time to read all, if not,
at least half, of the posts you'd posted
since I last went to your blog alrights?

Not refering to anyone in particular.
But I did read Joanne's blog a few minutes ago.

Anyways, I gotta get some sleep soon,
it's getting late & I don't wanna be late
for tomorrow's Ticketing class!
I was late on Monday morning for ticketing tutorial,
which is actually a makeup tutorial for last Friday(PH).
Screw the buses that morning lorhs!

I really don't get myself sia,
I'm lazy to blog most of the time but I'm lazy to blog;
but once I started blogging, I wanna type EVERYTHING :o
I'm afraid I'll forget what life has been like :/
There's so many things to look back & reflect on.

For those damm committed readers,
you know I have a blog much earlier than most people,
back in 2005 when I was in seconadry 1
where I posted almost every single day :o

I'd actually forgotten about it until
the past Monday(?) when Javier called me
while I was editing something in my blog :/
Then I recalled, I actually used to have a 'blog'
I'd abandoned, changed all urls so it can never be found
(I can't even remember the links, DAM IT!)
& started over in blogger due to *27.
I'd changed it to make him think that I deleted it
just like he deleted his after we *b^.

Lol I went to test find & I found the posts for 2008 :o
Shall go read & recall some stuffs uh. & to be exact,
I started 'blogging' on the 24th December 2004

Love the blinkies I made back then sia, so chio xD
If ya wanna see it, let me know,
don't wanna post it here later people go steal
caus it only says "Eileen" & it's pretty :P

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Thirteen over it's double plus one

2010-10-31T22:52:00.002+08:00

Ayee, I said I'll be posting about SSM but I didn't :/

It's been a busy week & it'll only get busier!
Not only have school started but my time will be
occupied by the things to be done with regards to moving :/
Anyways, my ROOM will officially be greeeeen in colour,
kaiyuan is so gonna love my room caus of it lol :X

Tomorrow is more like the start of the school term as
compared to last week as we do not have tutorials last week,
meaning we only went to campus for lectures,
EXCEPT for SSM which totally kills! (My left arm/leg died D:)

We spent the first 2 hours getting screamed at,
next 2 hours having a tour around TCA & getting
bombarded with questions by the teacher :/
Spent the next 'hour' (MrGoh ATE OUR TIME LOR)
for lunch (Only first 4 weeks have lunch D:)
& the next 3 hours carrying bottles & BRICKS.

The bottles totally killed me when it hit 9 bottles :/
I find that the bricks are more managable,
it's probably due to the support of my shoulder :D

Regarding the hair... All but 2 girls fail their hair -.-
I'm so gonna die this Wednesday when they're gonna try
pulling my hair out to see if it's STICKED to my head -.-
So gonna wake up at like... 5am to do my hair man!
The only thing enjoyable about SSM is the eyecandy hehe :X

Anyways, gotta go sleep sooooon uh,
meeting my goldenhusky at 1pm tomorrow.
Needa go to school by myself ):

Officially dread going to choir now caus of everything ):

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Beans > Eyecandy ^^

2010-10-23T01:24:00.003+08:00

Aye my blog died lol.

Poly is reopening this coming Monday, pretty sad uh?
It's like the holiday have yet to even start!

The past semester was alright I guess...
Don't really click well with the class lol.
Also, I sensed from the beginning of the
semester that a handful of people would hate me uh lol.
I was right lol, but I don't mind, because
I do not live my life to please others.

I saw it coming, I know it will, but at least
I know I've changed a lot from the past.

Doudou talked some sense into me a few months back.
He said something like:
If you hate her back, you're being immature too.
After giving some thought into it, I find it true.

I mean, why bother about these people when
you know you have great friends out there?

All of us have different personalities,
it's okay if you don't get along with with some people,
they can't compare themselves to you,
together, we're all like apples & oranges.

Promise I will try to blog more ><

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Never test a piscean's 6th sense (:

2010-07-20T00:13:00.003+08:00

Dispicable Me is so cuteeee!!
Ahhhhhhhh ♥ 4.7/5 ^^

Anyways, my big major 2-in-1 project is finally over!
Yeppie ♥! BUT I have OPERA test tomorrow ):
& the groupies are going to do the Festive Poster tomorrow :o
& there's no school on Wednesday :D
& there's IntroLeiRec interview on Thursday :o
& there's Festive Presentation on Friday :o
(To like ZOO STAFF, YES, FROM THE SINGAPORE ZOO,
lecturers, students - Kinda exciting :P)
& there's AM Presentation on next Monday :o
& there's Festive Reflection Report due by next Friday D:
& I'll have a life after that ♥♥

Okay byee LOL :D

Just viewed your profile yesterday after such a long time,
& well, it seems you're doing well, I'm glad for you;
But something appeared at the most recent news feeds today.
I'm surprised. Really.

I know you'll get over it someday,
just like how you get over us.
Goodluck & all the best.

Why do I care anyways lol :/

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
I love my new bunbun ^^

2010-06-24T03:15:00.003+08:00

Short update aha!

Caught Karate Kid just now & it's awesome :D
Rate it 5/5 hehe ^^
Love it when he kick his butt! LOL.
I knew movies featuring Jackie Chan will always be nice :X

Okay I go do project le D:

PS: I'm hungry x.x!

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥

2010-06-21T21:16:00.004+08:00

Godd I realise some kiddy little xiao meimei
saying about me behind my back sia LOL. -.-

Uh xmm, I got something to tell you,
firstly, idk you so I don't find a point copying you;
secondly, you don't own the name tyvm;
thirdly, everybody in the world before the horrible merger
have been calling me by that name,
so why can't I use it uh? (:

You're famous?
Ask the players of my world before merger
who is Leen, they'll tell you (:
Even people she don't know know her,
for being an afk queen (lol o.o)
But uh, popularity, beat it uh? :o

PS: Got thing to say about her? Go to her straight,
don't hide behind screens and complain.

Xiexie (:

Loves, pepper-san aka leennn ♥
Projects. Kills. Deaths.

2010-05-26T04:18:00.004+08:00

Ayeeeee my past blog post bu shi
too emo jiu shi too pissed off posts LOL.
Okayokay I shall post some random one today hehe :3

ROM GP is like OVERRRR. OHYAY weeeee~ :X
But the test not over yet uh... This Thursday -.-
Think I'm gonna screw up caus I don't have
lecture 4 & tutorial 4 de notes... GG-ED
Skipped lecture caus at the stupid zoo;
skipped tutorial caus chiong-ing Festive assignment AHA .____."

Had a class test last Wednesday for IntroLeiRec,
the day of Festive Assignment submission,
which screwed like 90% of the students
caus we didn't have enough time to study :/
I studied okay! Hehe :P
The one this Thursday... See how le ayee >< !
There's only 1 test during midsem test week -.-

Then it makes me wonder all the time...
It's pretty obvious midsem tests are like CA test
since we don't have to attend school for the timebeing.
So... Why do we have class tests in normal weeks
that carries a weightage of 5-15% of the coursework?!?

Doesn't really make sense uh? :3

Okay larhs lols I go back sleep le,
look at the time sia :X
Was sleeping like forever then woke up just now derhs.
Supposingly to have lesson at 1pm tomorrow
but need to go for re-scheduled lesson at 11am ):
At least the train is not squeezy hehe ^^

Ohwait! Last thing I wanna mention about:
I hate this year's Friday ):!!
We have to shift our classes for 3 weeks straight le!
All 3 shifts are for CCN day, Graduation day & Vesak day!
Then the rest of my days kana long hours sobb.
Especially the first two shifts that caused my Monday
to last from 9am till 6pm, only break at 1pm-2pm ):
It's suppose to be just 11am to 4pm de aiks D:

Okay I really zao le hehe :P
Goodnight AGAIN world (:

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Was reminising about some stuffs >< !

2010-05-22T08:41:00.003+08:00

Feeling so... Pissed off now argh!

If you really care,
you would've try to figure out ways to solve things.
Not asking me straight in the face whats wrong.

Comeon, there are so many ways to figure things out;
Little things like facebook groups or fanpages I joined,
the tone and little 'hints' I sent out by my messages,
most importantly my blog, which is like so obvious larhs.
You don't even visit my blog, please -.-"

If you really care, you would've
make the effort to do all these.
But no, you don't;
You don't care.

You know how much I hate that person,
yet you still wanna befriend that faggot,
then so be it larhs.

Oh, you see a bad word?
That's how I express myself.

Hate it then leave.

PS: Happy birthday to EileenKoh(SKSSjunior) & SzePing(2k07)

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Why the fcuk do I care?

2010-05-11T01:37:00.004+08:00

Aiks feeling kinda irritated right now >< !

Firstly, let me repeat...
I HATE last minute stuffs so stop it!
I'm sure you don't like it too, do you?!

Secondly, why you wanna edit it? ):
Nobody have ever edited it before,
so why you wanna be the first to do so?!
People loveeeee how I present it
but you just have to change it...
It sorta pisses me off seh :/
Somemore you edit le so... Inconsistant argh!

It's getting late, I'm been working on it
after receiving it at such a late time...
After getting it done you wanna change it... Shesh!
Hello? 9am tomorrow please~
My tutorial is not even completed yet -.-"
Shall do it during lecture or the break tomorrow...
Too tired to think now le ):

PS: Happy birthday to Nekoie & Kaijie(1k01)!

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Microphone, which brand? Mmm...

2010-05-06T19:25:00.007+08:00

Argh sweating like maddddd again today even in the MRT -.-"
So I did a little 'research' what the actual term
is since Daddy said I have it just like him.

I remember he told me that I have to go for
an operation to cut away some/most of
my sweat glands to stop it when I was younger.

The dreadful Hyperhidrosis!

Definition:

Hyperhidrosis is sweating more than would be
expected in the temperature of the environment.

Description of Hyperhidrosis:

This condition is characterized by constitutional
hyperactivity of the eccrine sweat glands.
The disorder may be generalized, consisting
of excessive body sweating, or localized,
with sweating confined to the palms, soles,
armpits, groin, and under the breasts.

Causes & Risk Factors of Hyperhidrosis:

The cause is unknown.
In very rare cases, hyperhidrosis of the palms & soles
is thought to be inherited as an autosomal dominant
genetic trait. I got mine from Daddy!
It is not a serious condition that can threaten life but
can cause great discomfort. Well that's a relief right? (:

----------

Let's see how this wonderful disorder
brought joy to my wonderful life.

1. Sweating while in my ice-cold bed ):
2. Sweating in AIR-CONDITIONED rooms
3. Slipping fingers off piano makes me hate playing ):
4. Dirtying/Destroying art pieces
5. Inability to run in slippers GOD D:
6. Sweating when simply typing/using keyboards/mouse
7. Making papers wet while writing -.-"
8. Avoid handshakes or even touching my friends
9. Sweating before going up on stage to receive
something You needa SHAKE the person's hand ma x.x
10. Smelly feet! Sobbs
11. Putting tissues under my feet at friends' house/chalets -.-"
12. Spoiling my handphone?! Well maybe, caus sweat = watery? ):
13. Sweat staining clothes at times -.-"
14. Sweat literally rolling down my hands, etc. Like argh!
15. Feeling drenched instead of sticky ):
16. Difficulty walking up slopes in slippers! So slippery D:
17. DISCOMFORT!!!
18. 17 points is enough to make life miserable enough ):

Try to understand & don't say you have hyperhidrosis
if you don't caus you'll never know how it really feels.
I'm not literally saying that you, the reader said so
but many of my friends believe they have it when they don't!

Now that I know the term for it,
I wouldn't say I have "this sweating problem" again
as many people would say they have it too -.-"

Alright enough of my sharings of how
nice it is to have hyperhidrosis.
Time to have dinner & do my tutorial :3

Toddles~ ^^

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
I wanna see you ):!

2010-04-29T00:28:00.004+08:00

ResortOpsMgt(ROM) lecture was funn today hehe :D
Lecturer damm cute larhs hehe :P

Had Fish&Co for dinner & caught Ip Man 2.
It's a nice showw wors!
& I tio shocked at the fighting part ):
Kept wondering if he's gonna die D:
But he didn't! Yays *3 cheers~*

There's a moral to the story (seldom see it in movies nowadays)
I forgot the exact words but it's something like:
Everybody is different in terms of their status
but we should all show respect to one another.
*Thumbs up!*

No worries I do watch this kind of show de
especially if it's so Jacky-chan like kinda show aha :P
Overall, 4.5/5 (: Catch it if you can hees~

& since I'm so-called reviewing a movie,
I shall talk about the other two I watched this month:
1. How to Train Your Dragon
2. Kick Ass
I rate them 4.5/5 & 3.7/5 respectively barhs.

The 'Toothless' of How to Train Your Dragon
is just too cute to resist larhs!
See the kawaii eyes makes me feel like cuddling it hehe ^^

Kick Ass was alright I guess since it's
WAY too boring up till the ending's fighting scene (:

Okay larhs end up blog dao so long (kinda?)
Hehe toddles~

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
If you want me to stop thinking,
then perhaps you should prove me wrong.

2010-04-27T21:22:00.005+08:00

Wahs idk why I logged on blogger when I'm lazy to blog LOL.
Just wanna note note some names to keep my brain working.

1e1, 2e1 - Desmond
1k01 - Yihui, WeiLian, Kaijie
Spooktacular - I don't remember her name still x.x
2k07 - Christine, PeiTing, Cindy & Bryan

Yays I know 9 outta 23 (excluding me) in class currently~
It's awesome that someone like myself can
remember my new friends' name ahaha :X

Lalala idk what I doing, okay, bye. LOL.

PS: Happy 18th birthday to Charlene,
Jason(BARNEY ♥) & Jasper (:

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Let her know her importance if you love her.

2010-04-25T22:37:00.003+08:00

Godgodgod I really lazy to blog seh :X
Wanted to blog like once, twice or trice this week
but I got lazy & didn't do it aha :P

Anyways I'll get to see my CLASSMATES TOMORROW
during tutorial lesson. Like finally!
But jialak arhs my tutorial haven't do lols :X
Shall go & do it now then sleep early soon.
Don't know if I'm clashing the 9am lecture
tomorrow caus of the attendance thingy...
Afraid that they'll mark by lecture group aiks!

Okays larhs, go do tutorial now hehe. :P

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
It means everything to me. Really.

2010-04-18T21:36:00.003+08:00

Well well, it's not dead okay D:
I just stop blogging all of a sudden caus I got lazy ):
Pretty semi emo right now so uh... Yea -.-

There are lots of things I want to tell you,
but when I think you're not interested,
I'll just back off & not say a thing.
Used to it already...

Don't ask me to repeat what I say,
especially when I'm tired caus I'll feel irritated easily.

I wanted so much to tell you what I've learnt last night
simply off from one of my fan's (as in I'm hers)
& searching up to a website but you seem too busy to care ):

Sigh...

My readers would've realise the only time I blog
is when I want somebody to know something
but yet I do not want to tell them myself.

I blog to see who is actually wanting to know more about me.

& yes, it does tell me who these people are.

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
You have no idea how much you mean to me

2010-03-15T03:37:00.005+08:00

Harlo people~ :3
So long bo blog again x.x!

Anyways parents got a wii set for
my nephew last Saturday -.-!
It's suppose to be left at my house but
he took it to my 2nd aunt's house on Sunday ):
Soo... Parents bought another set that day o.o"
LOL. & so, I have wii at home now ahahaha!

Holiday's been busy I guess >< !
Mondays, Tuesdays & Thursdays will have choir
as there's a concert on the 26th of March.
Anyone free that night to come watch?
I needa sell 10 tickets D:!
It's 6 bucks for a ticket :o
Cheapcheap na come lerhs :X LOL.
Who's reading this anyways ~.~

YOG's training is starting this Wednesday.
There goes my week ):
But hope can meet up with
some of the Clique ♥ on Friday ^^

I'mma go look through the scores now,
suppose to memorize by tonight but I haven't :X
3 of the songs I blurblur derhs lol~
But tonight's choir is postponed to Wed night (:
Goodie ^^ Just that I'll die that day >.>
YOG + Choir = 9am till 3pm + 7pm - 9pm+? = I'mma die.
Daddy's not even here to fetch since he
went overseas with mummy a few hours ago D:

PS: I passed all my papers! Happy happy ^^

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥

2010-03-05T04:54:00.004+08:00

Woohoo it's been long since I last blogged :3

Anyways went to catch a movie with siangsiang & dar-yl~
Watch "Being Human" lol.
Siangsiang & I keep taking dao salted popcorns ):
BOOHOO! LOL.

Not badd, I laughed like madd hees :D
Rate it 4.5/5 I guess (:
I saw the "The End" thingy 3 times D:
Watch to get what I mean lols~

Nothing much actually,
just blogging to let you know I'm alive :P

Will do random short posts for now ^^
I hope :X

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Jean-Baptiste Maunier is da bomb ♥

2010-02-23T21:55:00.001+08:00

She feels like crying over something stupid ):

2010-02-08T18:59:00.005+08:00

Whoa time flies & it is soon the end of Year1 :o
Will be changing class for Year2 so I shall
treasure these last few days with the classmates (:

Anyways, some stuffs screwed up recently laaaa.

I don't know what the hell he told you,
& I don't know why the fk you believe in him.
I may have told him about you but I'm only stating the facts.
Even though we're over for more than 18months & counting,
why do you care or even get pissed if I tell anyone?
Hello? Back then he's badmouth-ing you?
You think I can tolerate with him going on & on with it?
I'm just trying to prove him wrong
& so, I'm the one in wrong now? Tsktsk.

Yes I've told my friends about you before.
& let me tell you, one, in fact, TWO of
my classmates are from YOUR secondary school.
I only told one of them caus her birthday
falls on the same date as YOURS.
For the other, a guy, he have no clue about our relation,
are we just friends, relatives or whatever.

I don't & I wouldn't quarrel with you.
So snap outta it. Thanks.

Let's talk about today wahaha :3
Had interview roleplay & it scared the hell outta me.
Think it's alright though :o
But got a problem uh, my facilitator asked me
about my summative test thingy in a
oh-yea-you're-so-gonna-fail tone. Wtf?

I know I've left some questions BLANK but you
haven't even mark it for godness sake!
Plus stop saying me for writing my name, tying the paper
to the answer booklet & stuffs AFTER the paper la -'-
Pens down le cannot do those, say earlier larhs? -.-"
O'levels they even ENCOURAGE you to do so la wth.

Crap I'm ranting again :o
Okay one last thing & it's not a rant hees :3

I'm kinda outdated about SengKang le -.-"
Have always travel to Tampines Tampines Tampines
that I didn't know that there's this GIGANTIC
kopitiam at the other side of Compass Point LOL.

Epic fail seh me :3 HEHE :X

Left with french roleplay & music.
Shall practice & memorise the roleplay later (:
The music project left two hours to do on Friday >< !
Kinda scared that we cannot finish sia ):
I would've have faster progression if it ain't in pairs
cause I wouldn't have to listen to her comments about it.
Not that her comments are bad, but we are
taking too much time to agree on something. D:

Gonna go slack now hees :D

PS: Happy 18th birthday AndrewKOR (:

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥

2010-01-29T14:23:00.004+08:00

Yays relax relax for another day :X
Cheeseeee & I are in the computer lab
right now while the others went to eat.
We've already eaten le lol.

Actually, I sensed it from the start that
"Clique1" will never stay together de lorhs.
It's a good thing I never treat this "clique" seriously.

Recently they also don't care about me when
I walk off, are not with them or whatever shyt.
& don't know how many times they just left after POM
class without waiting for Cheesee, Joanne & I le -.-"

Was happy just now de but due to certain stuff
that just happened while I was blogging,
I'll change the whole objective of this post to ranting le.

What the fk do you mean by
"You always buy things & end up cannot use it?"
You think I wanna buy the audio spiltter?
Say how many times it's for the music project le -.-!
& how the fk I know it's not the correct one ar zzz!
also, since when I buy things that cannot
be used other than this ONCE? Shesh!

Wtf pissed. Mai blog liao.

2010-01-20T17:06:00.005+08:00

Ahhh now in campus doing project :o
It's RANT time rawrs!!

Let me rant about yesterday first >< !
I feel like quitting for certain reasons :/

Firstly, can you just remember me name?!

Secondly, how do you expect me to memorise
a song I just heard of FIVE times in ONe minute?
Use your brain laa :/ I ain't as good as you think okay.
I'm never good at memorising stuffs so don't make me -.-!
Sua la want me so memorise, but don't say I fail?! Kns.

Thirdly, I have test next Wednesday at 7:30pm
and you want me to reach whatever place by 9pm?
HOW SIA? What if there's delay? You think I aeroplane ar?
I thought you said studies before cca?
I even have a presentation the next day la zzz!

Now rant for today D: (Gosh lots of rants >.>)
How you want me to present on 4 pages
of the report in just two freaking 2 minutes?!
You said summarise it then I might
as well take away one whole part le la?
There's at least 7 areas I have to touch on lerhs -.-"
Also, I'm starting off the presentation so
I have to present to you my members & the agenda too!
YOU present THAT in TWO minutes la?
I see how you do it. Teach me mdm! -.-

Enough ranting, go back do my projects first >< !

PS: Happy 18th birthday to Cheryl(TP),
Daniel(XPS), Madeline(SKSS) & Matilda(XPS) (:

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥

2010-01-16T09:34:00.004+08:00

Lala now in campus lab slack a while
before staring to do my F&B project with
CheeSian and Joanne(who is ahems, not here yet)

Anyways yesterday was a goodieeee day caus I saw Prisy twice :D!
My first reaction: Ahhhhs *Hugs her* ♥
HEES :X

The second time we hugged each other again LOL.
Cute uh? :X

Then yays started on the pairing part for F&B.
I spent two hours to get the two pairs of
food & wine where there's the explanation of pairng,
wine name, winery, region, age and price~
Almost killed me larhs -.-!
Cheeeeeeese was doing the wine thingy while I pair like siao :X
LOL. Today try to pair at least 5 more pairs ar
since we're doing up till 3pm only :o
1 hour for 1 pair plus explaination :X 5 hours rawrs!

PS: Bluey gave me late xmas pressie yesterday for
xFLURRY, my titio need de items hees :X Xiexie ni ♥
My titi so kawaii now :D Nyaaa~ >< !

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Later go home stare at titi again :X

2010-01-07T22:11:00.007+08:00

2nd post for today.
Have stuffs to rant & people to thank.

I shall thank Khuzaimah & dar-yl for getting me the balloon :D!
WOOTS, dar-yl, you're the only one who help me get a
TP open house 2010 balloon outta 5 people I sms-ed to :X!
But uh, the balloon you pass me lao feng le LOL.
Khuzaimah pass me de still flying gracefully :X

Well rant uh, I don't think they read
or even know I have a blog so I'll just type it here.
I'll just type exactly how I feel with NO second thoughts.

I don't know if I've did anything wrong.
It's not like I don't & I wouldn't do any work,
it's how the way you all behave.
How do you expect me to do it without telling me?
I don't wanna be a free-rider okay!
& I never will be one.

I don't understand why you all behave this way.
I don't like how you all are choosing work to do like
crazy while I'm always willing to be the one doing anything.
That doesn't mean that I wouldn't want it either.

I respect you all like my family
so I expect some respect back too.
I can have a serious passive-aggresive behaviour okay!
Especially to people who treat me this way.
No, I'll never use assertive behaviour in this situation.
Face it, that's just me :/
& yes, you have been warned!
(Yea, as if you're reading -.-)

Pissed enough for the day.
Have already sensed that the day will get
worst this morning & I'm right about it -.-"

Loves, pepper-san aka Leenn ♥
How worst can a day get?

2010-01-07T13:52:00.001+08:00

Today is a horrible day mann :/
Let's list out the wonderful stuffs that happened shall we? :D

1. I can't wake like some dead corpse
2. I got scolded by Daddy caus I'm late for class.
3. I'm not the latest but I got called for 3 times
to answer some fkin question given.
(Freak la aways call me when idk the answer zzz,
when I know de time mai call wo -.- Idiot -'-)
4. Passed for marketing but results ain't that good
(Well, it's like almost the whole class get D? -.-)
5. Macroeconomics results not good zzz. Siann la -.-!
How to get A now? Micro get A & perhaps macro get F rofl.

So pissed. & I don't have the appetite to eat ):
Haven't eat anything since this morning D:

Clique ♥, how I hope all of you are by my side right now.
I know that everything is gonna be okay if you are here.
I feel so lost right now.
Nobody understand how I feel.
There are times when you guys ask me
about things but I don't tell you guys.
It's not because I don't wanna tell,
it's thats I don't know how to say it.

Loves, pepper-san aka Leenn ♥
Why try so hard when
everything is gonna turn out like this?

2010-01-04T22:30:00.002+08:00

Okay so I actually failed terribly in
finishing yesterday's to-do list LOL.
I only finished like...
1 of my macro analysis & ddited the POM GP >.>
LOL horrible me :X

Seriously should finish the
other article & F&B menu today :/
Macro is going to have to wait for meh D:
Plusss the music ar, piss me off sia >< !!!

Ole-bb was finally up last night around 10+pm
& I downloaded the files (Yays too soon -.-).
I tried extracting but 2 kuku files came out,
I've also tried opening the files in the
zipped folder but the files don't work. DDDD:!
Walaoooooo eh bai bai happy for nothing la :/
Emailed tutor le but he still haven't reply me :/
Maybe he's not replying caus I'm using my email acc?
Shall send him the exact email with my student email later :/

Anyways not gonna talk much about today,
just that I wanna say I've got myself a new phone!
It's not the one I saw (& wanted) @ Tampines Mall :/
The queue was too long (1h 30mins wait x.x)
so Daddy say later go CP see how D:
So uh... I didn't get the phone I saw at TM
but at least I've got a new phone right? ^^
It's like damm cheap LOL.

Okay work time! Crapp it's late again :/

Loves, pepper-san aka Leenn ♥
Lots of :/ today :3

2010-01-03T17:59:00.006+08:00

To-do list by today:
1. 2 marcoeconomics articles (I procastinated for so long wtf!?)
2. F&B menu thingy (Stupid ole-bb NOT loading since YESTERDAY!!)
3. Re-edit Cheeese's part for POM
4. My part for marco project
5. Start on my music reflection IF POSSIBLE (Damn you ole-bb)

Anyways, some stuffs I wanna remember ^^

31st Dec`o9:
Went to campus just for F&B tutorial,
& off to meet yeeling & kaiyuan at AMKhub.
So long never see them le ♥
Went to eat PepperLunch ♥ & then watch Sherlock Holmes :o
Gonna rate it 4/5 though :/ Kinda draggy & boring at the beginning.
Went home & bought the MrBean 3-in-1 ad semi dinner :D

Reached home le went on a while &
dar-yl them ask me meet them at CP :X
Was glad that I went caus it was funn :X
Met dar-yl, siangsiang, des & pkk first for THEIR dinner.
Met LiHao also, my prisch friend, he changed a lot lols~
Wouldn't have recognised him if he were to pass by me o.o"

Went to SK temple by 86 & they say they bringing me go sell LOL.
Went to a memorable *place to walk walk & I keep see-ing things ):
Was soooooo emo larhs D: Then siangsiang & desdes come find wo >< !
They pull me all the way back to the temple .___________."
Piu piu piu & boom boom boom~
All say my hand very small rawrs~!
Then it's getting late le so they walked me home ~.~
Thanks uh siangsiang, desdes, dar-yl,
pkk, clayclay, jlim, klins & terr. (:

2nd Jan`1o:
Went to Jurong Bird Park for the dino thingy.
Such a rip off la ohhmygodd!
Very de small the place :X
Only the moving dinosour (acted by people obviously)
is dam funny chasing all the kids while they run like mad :P

Bird park a bit siann siann de caus can see them D:
I like night safari more caus I have to SPOT them LOL :D

3rd Jan`1o:
Woke up at 5+pm lols :X
& blogging now, nothing much :o
Shall go do my work now ~.~

PS: Happy 18th birthday to Nicky (:

Toddles~

Loves, pepper-san aka Leenn ♥
Seriously, screw you la ):< !

2009-12-31T01:54:00.007+08:00

Wow my blog's kinda dead & my views
are dropping down down DOWN D:

Anyways I told myself I should blog today
caus of one stupid & one silly thingy :P

The stupid one is, my parents & I went to a
supermarket to shop shop just now :o
Then when we're going back to our car,
the kuku carpark door ar, AIYOS!! Cannot open!!
Know why? Caus the handle whole thing gone LOL.
We don't know about it caus we wouldn't
check if the stupid door is alright when
we PUSH the door & went down the stairs ma D:
So uh... All of us climbed up one storey & down :X

The silly thing is, I went to CP after we
reached home to buy present for somebody *cough
Tomorrow is meeting somebody & salty-san ma x)
Didn't really have the time to buy so I rushed
to buy something for somebody just now
Yes I keep typing somebody on purpose :X

So anyways, was on my way home with icecream
& didn't know there's this girl following me
behind calling me like 394627096834 times? :o
Her phone died on her when her mum called sooo...
She asked me where is blk 26x & idk LOL.
She thought I don't live around the area -.-"

Thennnnnn, she ask where got bus 161 & uh,
I forgot LOL, so I told her idk D:
Then she like 101% sure I don't live in the area .________."
Told her I don't take bus de :X
I only know how to go to TP & Downtown East now LOL.

Thennn she like stalker follow me until my house that area -.-"
Ask her to ask other people she still follow wo >< !
Then after that she finally gave up & I faster zao le LOL.

Lols okays I blogged about the two thingys le.
Go wrap present for somebody & uh, sleep?
Noooooooo, dummy yile go do your macro analysis D:!

Toddles~

Loves, pepper-san aka Leenn ♥
Lols, neopets back for us?! :P

2009-12-11T12:48:00.003+08:00

I'm just gonna be frank, I don't really
like almost all my new project groups. -.-"

~~Kinda worst than last seemester's.~~ :/
Aiya, idk la. Just get over & done with it zzz.

Cliques, I miss you all sobbs.

Loves, pepper-san aka Leenn ♥

2009-12-01T23:52:00.003+08:00

Ohhgodd, I just realised I got a
6 cm long de cut on my right leg zzzzzzz!

Anyways, kinda happy Mr.Giuliano remember my name LOL.
It's not like he called me during tutorial class
but AFTER lecture when I wanted to ask him something.
I walked away though since he answered somebody else
with the same question LOL :D

Okay, crap, I know, but I'm happy :P!

But uh, DOOOOOOOOOM~!
CS2 job application & resume undone ~.~
Shall finish it before I sleep tonight (:
Damm, why can't they get it from us NEXT term? -.-!

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Wearing it as a necklace again since last week :/

2009-11-28T04:00:00.003+08:00

Lalala it's like 4:01AM uh... WTF?
LOL okay I did like more than 6 hours of work -.-"
Okay so anyways... Just updating a crappy to-do list la x.x!

1. POM online quiz
2. CS2 research, my point 5 done, need to know what
Khuzaimah want me to help with point 1 :3
3. Finish up POM GP PR -.-" (Yea, my group's INCOMPLETE la)
4. French french FRENCH! ~.~ Je n'aime pas le francais ):

Uh... Idk if that's all, brain ain't working right now D:

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
I keep telling myself it's Sunday right now AHA :P!

2009-11-14T00:50:00.008+08:00

So gonna blog to rant la wtf.
I'm like damn pissed right now.

If anyone were to talk to me right now,
I think I'll explode & shoot vulgarities at them -.-!
I do NOT want ANYONE to talk to me except
those few people who I always rant to :/
You may talk to me about it but
back off when I start to shoot vulgarities.

I freaking hate it when people wanna tell me something
& they end up not telling me about it.
If you don't wanna say it,
don't even mention about it in the first place zzz!
Don't come telling me you've got something to say
& make me wonder what the shyt you wanted
to say when you end up changing your mind -'-

Also, I have my ways of knowing it so
you better tell me if you mention about it
or I'll be more pissed than before if it is
something that YOU know that I would like to know.
You better stop talking to me for
the next hour (minimum) or week <- I mean it -.-!
if I figured it out (Don't bother taking that risk ty)

Mmm, at least ranting it makes me feel better now.
Why rant uh?
Caus there's no one to talk to, at least for now.
Even if there are, they wouldn't understand.

Pissed, pepper-san aka Leennn
Please understand, I have limits to my patience
& it had already reached the MAXIMUM for the week

2009-11-11T19:02:00.004+08:00

Blahs, just updating about something :o
Crapp, I know, you don't have to read it >.>

Anyways, this guy from HTM(?) who is in
my F&B Fundamentals tutorial class was actually a NEXOian :o
Small world uh? No wonder his name DAM familiar laa.
The first time MrChan mentioned his name in class,
I was thinking was it him?
But I told myself he is not.
Apparently, he is -.-

Blahs, craps.
Something happened during FB tutorial also :3
So... Dots LOL. Was shocked when I heard about it :X
& uh, a fact, he is a photographer, no joke :o
He always take picture for the nexo outings de :3
Now *you all know why he took Jasmine's camera
& 'act' like a photographer. :3

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
I just got to know :/!!

2009-11-09T02:28:00.003+08:00

Why do things have to change?
Why can't a memory come back?
Why is life full of what ifs?
What is it that we lack?

I look at our pictures,
& the things you used to make me.
They haven't changed at all.
They still make my tears fall.

Why are we just a memory?
When the memory is so good?
Why can't we go back to the picture,
& stand where we once stood?

Together forever we used to say.
Destined lovers from the very first day.
How stupid we were to so easily let go.
Now our future together we will never know!

I still hold our memories,
& read the letters you wrote.
I kiss them with my heart,
& in my mind i write you a note.

Here is what is says:
"I still love you with all my heart,
I try to forget you but I can't.
I believe one day we'll be together again,
& our love will kiss away all our pain."

A part of me has moved on,
but another still belongs to you.
Because I can never forget what we had.
... A perfect fairytale which almost came true...

But I know it's time for me,
to go on, move on just like how you did.
Enough giving myself countless of false hopes,
when I know you had already given up on us.

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
I just can't move on, I really can't ):

2009-11-06T21:03:00.005+08:00

Sometimes, she just feel like she doesn't belong.
A simple example would be today :/

There are a few people in her life that
are not as close as she thought they were.
Who knows? You might be one of them uh?

Anyways, the class went to one of the labs
to finish our CommSkills2 stuff on business
correspondence just now & there was a short circuit :o
So, the whole lab (& the few labs beside) black out ._______."
Heng I asked Khuzaimah to save our letter or else
our 75MINS spent on HALF A PAGE long de bad news GONE LOL.
Yes, bad news is so difficult to write D: -Faints-

Thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...!
I keep saying that TP must have forgotten
to pay the electricity bills :X

Blahs, don't feel like blogging due to the
very first two paragraphs le :/

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Please don't lie to me unless you're
absolutely sure I'll never find out the truth.

2009-11-02T11:40:00.002+08:00

She's always mindful of what she say,
especially to whom she speak to about.

Today, she's gonna be more aware of it.

Why does it always turn out this way?
She's got that you'll-gonna-be-gone-from-her-life feeling.

Blahs. All the craps.

Time to get ready to go to campus (:

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Sometimes, the new me isn't all that good uh?

2009-10-27T12:54:00.002+08:00

Lols now at business lab there slacking :3

Today saw more people than I expected uh ._______."
Usually I seldom see anyone I know in campus de.
Or should I say I only see my classmates? x.x"

Saw Melody at business entrance,
Dean while walking to Sugar Loaf
(Which will only open on the 16th of NOVERMBER -.-!)
SiangSiang in engine school.

After that angang sms-ed me
& asked am I wearing school uniform lols :3
I go call back & he's having lecture LOL :X
Sorry angang >< !!
So ar... Wahaha :P

We have another hour to rot until FBFun lecture starts at 2pm :3
Blahs go back facebook rot le LOL tata~ ^^

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
It's gonna be another tiring day D:

2009-10-26T04:02:00.004+08:00

Ohgod I can't sleep now caus I got
freaked out by an anime de ending T.T

I'll NOT recommend the anime but uh,
this is roughly what happened uh...

A love this guy & guy love A.
B helped the guy to get to know A.
Guy kinda 'falled' for B for certain reasons.
End up guy cheated on B.
B ended up killing guy.
& A killed B.
Last scene was A hugging dead guy's head x.x!

Somemore the killing scene the blood is black (Eww!)
So... So... So... Freaked out!
I seriously can't sleep!
Ewww T.T I wanna cry now ~.~

Not gonna off the lights to bed today x.x!

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Only if you're here by my side now >< !

2009-10-22T00:49:00.002+08:00

Random post o-o

It's a very small world :o
I found another link between people lols -.-"
While jumping from my friends blogs o.o"

WeiJun's Les-sy is one of Cheryl's sec sch clique.
That girl's boyfriend is SiNing's friend.
SiNing, though idk her, is BENNY BENTO (Ben)'s gf.
Ben is a friend I know though TP FOC CAMP.
& I know WeiJun through TP choir.

Wahaha :X
But but but, I doubt all of them know one another :P

It's a small world after all~

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Face a la mer :X

2009-10-20T00:26:00.003+08:00

Let's see... It's 12:26am & I can't sleep -.-"
Hello? Screwed body clock here? D:

Anyways, let's blog about the first day of the semester :D!
Have it detailed since my blog rotted for so long :X

Got woke by mummy at 6+am D:!
So early ~.~ Sleepy ~.~
Daddy already woke when I step outta room o-o
Usually he will lie at the sofa there one today so fast :X

Basically, I reached school at 8:05? :X
My dear husky later than me wahaha :P
Went to cheers to buy a canned of milo (WOO MILO LOLS :D)
Got my pay from Joanne yays-ness <3

It's like... More than I expected.
Same as my dream, I got it in cash LOL.
Forget did I mention before :3
I dream that I get $350 all $50 notes in an envelope :X
So uh, count money wahaha~
Got $448 o.o" That's a lot?
I woked two weeks only lerhs o.o
Less than erms... 59 hours?
Means erms... Very luann x.x!

We went to lap to print notes afterwards &
we found one damn THICK stack of papers in the printer LOL.
That stack sure over 200 pieces of paper? :X
SOMEBODY ar, wanted to take that whole stack home LOL.
End up, that SOMEBODY gave up caus it's too heavy :P
You know who you are -giggles-

It's almost 9am le so we went up to get our second CDS (:
People hog the file dam long D:
But we hogged it longer I think LOL.
Sorry na we 5 people ma ):
Also, we're looking at different subjects :X

So uh... I filled the kuku form :3
It's like this at FIRST:
1st: Music
2nd: Sociology
3rd: Psychology
Then I change to THIS:
1st: Music
2nd: Psychology
3rd: Sociology
Went to get the I-forgot-who to sign it.

Afterwards... I changed back :X
Caus they keep scare wo dao I freak out LOL.
1st: Music
2nd: Sociology
3rd: Psychology
After a while I change it AGAIN (LOL 4th time :X)
1st: Music
2nd: Sociology
3rd: Japanese
Wanted to put Understanding Theatre de
but then all the timings cannot D:
There's only 4 tutorial classes #$@#%
BUT! Each class have over 100 students LOL.

Wait wait wait, my turn to see MrLim (CP) :D
So uh... I actually got into my first choice (:
Heng arhs, actually left 3 slots only LOL.
Then Joanne & Cheryl both "angry" with wo D: -emos-
They very wei nan me siaa D:!
Uhh... Wahaha end of the day I got my 1st & 2nd CDS (:
French & Music ^^

Wait for AnnAnn & YiHui after my turn
caus YiHui late & they mai cut other people queue :X
Went down to get Macroeconomics de notes while waiting.
Came back le they still haven't go in x.x
I sit there chao da le they still haven't go in D:
Wait soooooooooooo long D:
The sun melting me sia ):
When they're done it's like 12:10 omg ~.~

Went to KFC for lunch LOL.
I JUST HAD KFC YESTERDAY NIGHT LOL.
No space derhs D: So we wanted to buy back first :3
CheeSian & I buy hao le then we see got seats so go sit :P
Lols we "takeaway" & dine in LOL :D!
We piaa eat finish while YiHui went to buy bubble tea :3
The rest haven't eat finish so all took back to campus~

The rest had picnic in Macro lecture lol :X
The lecturer trying to be funny ar so lame ~.~
Second mini quiz de time he go press the
random number thingy thing then tio my seat no. D:
The lecturer cmi derhs sia :3
He tried to pronounce my name after me then
he got it wrong over 10 times -.-!
I GAVE UP D: Everybody staring at me sia so paiseh ~.~
Even those other classes de know repeat my name liao
the lecturer still cannot catch LOL. CMICMI :X

Answered a damn common sense MCQ & I won a SOCK LOLS.
Early CHRISTMAS present uh? Ohhmygodd so lame ~.~
The whole LT laughed like madd when the lecturer
said that I won a SOCK for answering the question right ~.~

Had CommSkills TWO after Macro so we went up straight (:
The CS2 ~~tutor~~ facilitator dam punctual sia x.x
She came earlier by 10mins & we all chit chat inside :3
My husky is the spokesperson LOL :D
She damm badd also lols :P
Ohya, CS2 facilitator de name very de... -LOL-
Ask me personally if you wanna know her name :X
CS2 looks interesting but chim D:
My textbook is SUPER THICK with like
10 pieces of paper D: Heavy siaa >< !!

Had new project group o.o
Whole class can't decide on
group members so end up all erms...
Pick a paper with number thingy :X
I'm in the same group as my husky AGAIN woo :3
Fate ar we two lols :3

Come to think of it right now,
I think Jasmine never mix the papers
properly before she gave us one by one
(She gave caus we lazy go take :X)
Shall skip about the group names & stuffs.

Released 1 hour earlier & went to print stuffs again (:
SOMEBODY finally gave up & spilt half
the papers left to the rest for printing lols~
Blahblahs, nothing much le, print hao went home (:

This is super long even I can't tahan it x.x!
Tomorrow lectures all the way woo (:

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
It's gonna be interesting... :o

2009-10-18T23:08:00.004+08:00

Yays tomorrow poly reopen, I'm SO HAPPY.
I'm gonna be buried by projects again soon D:
Ohgod .______."

Anyways, tomorrow's lesson starts at 1pm LOL :3
But meeting cheese & jellybeans at 8+? <- LOL wtf right :X
So I guess this means... TIME FOR BED :D
WEEEEEEES HERE BEDBED :3

OHWAIT D:! Gotta pack my stuffs first :3
First day of a new semester... What to bring x.x?
Gotta find the black shorts before I sleep too :3

Let's get things done by 11:30pm.
Go me goo :D

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Let's start fresh shall we? ;)

2009-10-17T23:30:00.001+08:00

The nothing box.
Men, crazy. LOL.

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥

2009-10-17T16:57:00.002+08:00

Rawrs~! I can only say my facebook is so screwed.

Poly is reopening on Monday D:
The new time table is horrible ):
But I got into the CDS I wanted HEES :D

Hmms... Not sure what to blog about lalala~

I only know that, if you're gonna take me for granted,
you better think twice before the consequences,
or you'll regret like some dumbass
& I MEAN IT. Pissed. No questions about it.

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
The answer is obvious about it.

2009-10-12T12:17:00.004+08:00

I shall blog later :D (Then again, maybe not :X)
Why later? Caus I need to go bath now LOLS :D

Meeting the alumni later :X

Damn schedule a bit packed one after another this week.

Today - Meeting with the alumni
Tuesday - Choir
Wednesday - Makeup training for Spooktacular
Thursday - Choir

Forgot one of the days above is
Jie's lunar birthday or something lols :X

Waaa >< ! My last week of holiday gone like this ):!

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
I hate you for making me feel so much over nothing

2009-09-30T16:23:00.006+08:00

Well well, it's been a long time :o

There's lots of things to say but I wouldn't type it all.
Just some stuffs & craps that I wanna remember LOLS.

- Buffet at I-forgot-what-hotel :D
- Henderson Waves :o
- Highlighted & cut hair :o
- Marche is niceniceNICE (:
- Sentosa, Underwater World :D
- Goodwood Park buffet (:
- Remi more 4th jobbers le :X
- xFLURRY got her SOA le (:
- Mooncake craze? x.x *Runs
- Things aren't going well with Jojo x.x
- End year wedding dress bought :o
- Spent too much money this month D:
- I want my pay like uh... NOW.

Ahhs... That's about it lols~
Going out again later to celebrate Jie's birthday :D
Woots good food weeeeeeeees :D

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Why can't we get it together?
The way we used to be.

2009-09-16T15:07:00.005+08:00

I'm feeling so pissed now!
I only have one off day this week yet that
kuku maple maintenence up till now still cannot on zzz!

Is this dam fate of what shyt!? -.-!
Anyways, gotta ask about Sunday if there's
double pay or I wouldn't go for work LOLS.
Heck care le gonna get some break in between
or I'll mia all the way in maple liao.

Freak la, why the hell did I get this dam job?
Yea I had enough experience le but I can't quit,
but have this fk up schedule too -.-!!!
Knsknskns!

PISSED.

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Damm you mooncake festival -'-

2009-09-08T23:31:00.002+08:00

Harlo people :D!
Long time no blog uh :X
Today roughly blog about my FIRST day of work
before I drop dead on my bed -.-!

So uhh okays, today is my first day working
for ________ Hotel, sell mooncake (:
My first job HEES :D!
Cheese & I were almost late
& we went up the wrong lift blahblah LOLS :X

Was worried at first about all the
samples, taking of stuffs, discounts blahblah :o
Got used to it after the first hour :X

BUT! My mood dropped from high to fkin low.
Kana scolded by _____ zzz!
Hello? My first day? My first job?
Do you have to freaking scold me!?
Can't you freaking tell me nicely!?
Damm pissed la! Bo mood after that
but still did my very best till the end (:

It's like... I'm still a newbie,
I'm not 100% of ALL the don'ts laaa.
I was standing between the cashier & the display :o
Then _____ came to me uh? -.-!

_____: You like that 'hole' a lot is it?
Me: *Tiamtiam*
_____: Go deeper in & don't come out la.
Me: *Tiamtiam, trying not to cry so I smiled a bit*
_____: THIS IS NOT FUNNY OKAY!
EVERYBODY HERE CAN SEE WHAT YOU ARE DOING.
Me(Thinking): Wtf I'm just standing there you come scold me!?
Tell me nicely will die is it? I know the
reputation important la but scold a newbie!? Fker -'-

Walao suaa fkin hate him la.
Seriously, don't make me see him again!

Another thing is my Daddy complain about the job LOLS :X
He say what we work 5 hours no break,
if want go break will deduct pay,
he's like damm angry lols :X
Then say I 9pm end work why
9:40pm then can go home :S

So uhh, I didn't ask for break so yea,
I never eat dinner ):
I stood for 6 hours straight (till after work)
& I got scolded ):!
Baddbadd experience ):
But serving people can be so funn lols :P

Okayy laa end here le,
wanted to type a short one but I guess
I typed longer & longer LOLS!
I'll go drop dead on my bed now D:
Tomorrow still need work 11am-4pm!
No lunch, must eat HEAVY BREAKFAST D:< !

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
I wouldn't survive till the end of this week D:

2009-09-03T04:09:00.000+08:00

Tag replies (:

JoanneAlexisTee: LEEEENNNN! EXAM OVER! YAY! =D
Yes yays f3f3 :D Maple maple x)

Sugar-san: Haha=) I'll be working too.
But only for a few days nia.
Whatcha working as o.o?

teddy: I'm not even working roflmao.
Me my birthday's coming already haha
Lols but you're rotting at home :P
Ya your birthday coming but we can't really celebrate ):

collin: eileen xiaomei, the injection is
a req for handling food? o.o
good luck for your 1st job wor ^^
Yupps all F&B de now need go for injection :o
& yeaa I will de :D Want mooncake come support :P

Pinkiishx33: Yohhs Leen Jie you also xinmin
prefect arhs same siaks :X xinmin now alot things
change liao veri wierd now things alll sux.
Th choir group last year got gold but this
year th p6 all zao liao. Thn now th choir broken already
Yupps XPS prefect (: A lot change? Is Mr Peter Seah
still teaching at XPS? (: & the hall de left wall picture
got change ma!? I don't want my damm face still there -.-!
That time having sunburn somemore :X Lols broken o.o"

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥

2009-08-27T17:36:00.002+08:00

I never mug hard enough again ):
Don't think can get A le :X
Anyways, exams aside, it's holiday :D

Tomorrow gonna meet the girls to go for
injection or else cannot work for Marriott Hotel D:
Gonna sell mooncake this holiday (:
Anyone want mooncake let me know uh? x)

Now to think about it again,
I don't think my holiday will be super funn
caus there's work, people's BIRTHDAYSSSSSSS
(Yea, damm you clique ♥ :X) & CCA!
How can I forget about CCA D:
ButbutBUT, wouldn't be going for CCA
if there's work so... Yea (:

I must study hard in second semester!
Gogogo~ :D I'll stop here for now,
gonna go for dinner at downtown Sakura again -.-

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
So excited about her FIRST job :D

2009-08-25T10:13:00.003+08:00

Aha now at computer lab with CheeSian :o
We're suppose to be studying right now
but I wanted to blog about something :/

I don't like it when people behave like they own everything!
When I reached campus earlier on,
I saw one guy sitting with CheeSian :o
Then I was like... Question mark -.-?
Clarified with her & okay, fineee.
But his friends damm what la,
just come to our table & sit as if
they own the tables or that we're invisible -.-!
It's not just one, it's like 4 of them la zzz!

Pekchekk, turned on my PSP play
& let them envy a while LOLS :X
While I was playing, they (those strangers -.-)
were chatting about something :/

I never eavesdropping them,
they're talking so loudly -.-
I can hear them even though I'm listening
to my PSP game using earphones -.-!

So basically, they're talking about exams :o
Nothing interesting? Yea?
But some words in their conversation caught my attention :/
The guy I saw sitting with CheeSian was
telling the others how he cheat for
a paper & get a B+ outta it -.-!
He said what he wrote on both his hands &
use his jacket's sleeves to cover -.-

It's so... Zzz!!

Can't believe they're in that course man!
Firstly, they're so arrogant;
Secnodly, cheating in exams?

I wouldn't say anything else about it le.
Just stating something that gets on my nerves :/

PS: I used a lot -.- today LOLS :P

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
What is happening to the world? -.-

2009-08-22T23:02:00.002+08:00

I'll just say crap, I'm slacking -.-!

The econs paper was... Argh!
I hate that Lorenz curve question
caus I ain't sure if my answers were right D:!
If it's wrong then bbuhbye 10 marks ):
I 'marked' my own paper by recalling & looking
at the question paper after the exam with my notes.
Basically, I didn't do well.

Worst comes to worst,
I'll get only 59 marks -.-!
Yes, the 59 marks is sure get de.
I shall cross my fingers to wish for the best?

That's another reason why
I lack motivation to study now.
I perceive that I'll do badly
according to my past experience.

Yays for ob -.-(Y)!

PS: Updated some stuffs in blog :o

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
I had another weird dream -.-!

2009-08-20T22:35:00.003+08:00

Hmms... Idk why I'm blogging this LOLS.
After searching information regarding those dreams,
most of them are talking about my emotions? :/
I guess so D: But those dreams are TOO much.

Anyways, econs paper tomorrow, wish me luck :D!
I'mma do well, I don't care! :X

I did study like siao for the very FIRST time :o
I just sense that econs is gonna
be the paper I do the best in?
I have my reasons for saying so :o
& I finally understand the joys of studying
(Godd, can't believe I said that LOLS)

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
I'm gonna figure out ALL my dreams.
Those recent ones are really so... :/

2009-08-20T07:24:00.000+08:00

Had 4 weird dreams again :/
Wouldn't go into 'detail' this time.

Again, I forgot the order :o
1. Two classmates (Figured out one is zhiyu -.-),
'class tee?', went to airport to 'send off' a friend,
parents came to fetch my friends & I? ._________."
2. Spectacular view of historic sea creatures,
some furry octopus lols :X (Kinda badd, "stepped into water" :/)
3. Cruise, choir, qiujin :/, netball -.- + injury D:
4. Sea, unbelieveable views, 'small' killer whale
chasing somekind of shark on a speedboat? -.-?
Semi-capsized the boat causing shark
falling into sea to jump & landed IN the boat -.-

Strange uhh... -.-

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Whats happening...?

2009-08-19T07:42:00.001+08:00

Random post about my recent dreams o.o

This one is a few days ago though.

I dream dao my ex ex -.-?
Had to go to some idk what crap stuff
& the two of us went together as partners? Wtf.
Then during the event something happened & I can fly wees -.-!
& my parents mentioned dao JL o.o

Which reminds me, if you ARE reading my blog,
try your best this year alright?
If you really so-called 'drop out' from JC,
you'll be wasting a year.
But if you continue yet don't do well,
you'll be wasting TWO years.

Make sure you pick the right choice alright? (:

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Another dream that I just had one just now?
The dream have 4 parts with no link -.-?
Or was it 3 parts ohhmygodd I can't remember D:
I admit I forgot the order also LOLS.
I'll be typing the order that I THINK is right.

Part of the class is waiting in some strange place o.o"

Idk I just saw that scene -.-!

It's dam... Strange .____________."
My Dad dropped me off at EngineSchool when
I'll be having exam at Business School
in 2mins so I ran like maddd?
Campus looks different with the swimming pool & such O.O
Like chalet LOLS. & I ran pass by the swimming pool wth -.-
On the kids play de baby pool with SPRAYS.

Do we have such a place in TP LOLS o.o?

Forgot who & who came to my house,
family is not in (nothing special)
but my house like some... Strange place LOLS.
There's cargo boxes in my kitchen ahaha!

When leaving the house, the two classmates missing o.o
Then my parents left with me -.-?

Lols I didn't see the rest of the house aha!

Rush to class like madd, late for CommSkills?
Then apologized to Olive (poly clique know who uh?)

Then I got woke up by mummy. Lols :X

Wahaha today I'll be going to campus I think :o
So... I better go get ready now :D

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Weird weird dreams :o

2009-08-18T22:20:00.005+08:00

574839, but 08056, so I guess this is the best.
39 for all the happiness you brought me, 098.

I don't know what I'm thinking right now...
You shouldn't doubt me in my thinking,
neither should you doubt my 6th sense.

I don't have the mood to study at all hais...
Whyy of all times, such thing
have to happen when exams are nearing?
I really don't get it...

Frankly speaking, you were the one who
made me stay strong & not get defeated;
pushed me real hard to do my very best;
turned all my frown around;
accompanied me during my ups & downs;
I relied on for the past month.

Snapp outta it! Stop thinking! Argh!!

Tearless grief bleeds inwardly

2009-08-18T14:09:00.001+08:00

This is sooooooooooooo cute!!

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LOLS @ 1:51 :D

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥

2009-08-15T11:55:00.000+08:00

Eekks I saw something at 1:55 in this video T.T
Go watch & tell me if you see anything D:

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥

2009-08-10T08:31:00.003+08:00

Nothing much, just updating before I go bath LOLS.

Actually, I didn't sleep since I woke yesterday :X
I scared I cannot wake for interview na -.-!

Anyways, did two recording just now :D
But I think it's sarky so uh... LOLS.

At around 6:50am I saw an orangey sky, it's really nicee (:
Failed to take a photograph of it na ):!
My camera no battery since 289375928375 years ago :o
Went to charge for roughly 3mins?
Then when I wanna take de time no more orangey sky le D:

Another silly stuff to update x)
I digged for my black skinnies for like 15mins -.-!
It's like... Right THERE on the hanger
but I didn't see it when digging
for it EVERYWHERE for 5 times!
I feel so stupid .________________."

Uhh... Emo stuffs... :/
Nothing last forever...
Our friendship seem to be drifting apart, my dear friends.

Many of my close friends just come & go,
the same goes for you, MiLo.
Maybe you don't think or feel so
as you don't think as much as I do.

But... Don't you think we seldom talk now?
Everyday, I hope you'll be the one starting the conversation
like the past, but it doesn't seem to happen at all.
I tried my best, I tried to start a conversation,
but none of them lasted for more than 2mins now...
& yes, now I'm restricting myself from talking to you...
It's the best right? (:

PS: Happy 17th birthday KaiHong ♥

Emoo, pepper-san aka Leennn
You're the reason I cry my heart out

2009-08-07T07:00:00.001+08:00

I'm fkin pissed of with this feeling
& this fkin facebook on my desktop -'-!

Knn cb -'-

& I wonder how I woke like... 5mins ago de -.-!

Under the sea~ :D

2009-08-06T04:23:00.004+08:00

I know I should be sleeping now laaa >< !
BUT! I'm thinking of underwater world again ):!

Which reminds me how cool Poseidon Undersea Resort is >< !
Yea you got that right, undersea resort.
Clickie here for Poseidon Undersea Resort website :D

I'm so gonna have my wedding or honeymoon there!
AHAHAHA! Thinkin' far uh? x)

Now you're wondering how I know about it right?
Lecture lecture~ IntHT lecture~ (:

Then again, idk if it's possible to have
my future wedding or honeymoon there :o
MsMaria said it costs roughly
5k SIN dollar for a night there? >.>
Blahs I don't remember x.x!
Imagine wanna have wedding or honeymoon there de price ~.~

No matter what, I'll stay there for at
least a night before I die LOLS :X

PS: Imagine the glass break when you're in there LOLS :X

Edit:
It's US $15,000 per person.
My badd for the wrong pricing up there :o
That's like 40k+++ SIN dollar, WORST LOLS.

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
I wanna go underwater world with you D:

2009-08-02T03:33:00.000+08:00

Ahhs so bored~
Nice to hear your voice HEES :D

I better go out tomorrow to study study study!
At home so many distractions >< !
Especially that bed of mine arhs :X LOLS!
That online quiz made me emo long enough le :o
So must do well for the test (:!

MiLo~! Let's go out study lerhs :X
But you sure don't want de lols~

Alrighty, idk why I'm crapping
(Actually I know but I ain't gonna tell,
so DON'T ask me why tyy :X)

Toodles~!

xoxo, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
BTWITIAILWY

2009-07-31T23:46:00.000+08:00

Don't be fooled by me.
Don't be fooled by the face I wear.
For I wear a mask. I wear a thousand masks-
masks that I'm afraid to take off & none of them are me.
Pretending is an art that's second nature with me
but don't be fooled, for God's sake, don't be fooled.

I give you the impression that I'm secure,
that all is sunny & unruffled with me
within as well as without,
that confidence is my name & coolness my game,
that the water's calm & I'm in command, & that I need no one.
But don't believe me. Please!

My surface may be smooth but my surface is my mask,
My ever-varying & ever-concealing mask.
Beneath lies no smugness, no complacence.
Beneath dwells the real me in confusion, in fear, in aloneness.
But I hide this.
I don't want anybody to know it.

I panic at the thought of my weaknesses & fear exposing them.
That's why I frantically create my masks to hide behind.
They're nonchalant, sophisticated facades to help me pretend,
To shield me from the glance that knows.
But such a glance is precisely my salvation,
my only salvation, & I know it.

That is, if it's followed by acceptance,
& if it's followed by love.
It's the only thing that can liberate me from myself,
from my own self-built prison walls.

I dislike hiding, honestly.
I dislike the superficial game I'm playing,
the superficial phony game.
I'd really like to be genuine & me.
But I need your help, your hand to hold
Even though my masks would tell you otherwise
That glance from you is the only thing that assures me
of what I can't assure myself,
that I'm really worth something.

But I don't tell you this.
I don't dare.
I'm afraid to.
I'm afraid you'll think less of me, that you'll laugh
& your laugh would kill me.
I'm afraid that deep-down I'm nothing,
that I'm just no good
& you will see this and reject me.

So I play my game, my desperate, pretending game
With a facade of assurance without,
& a trembling child within.
So begins the parade of masks,

The glittering but empty parade of masks,
& my life becomes a front.
I idly chatter to you in suave tones of surface talk.
I tell you everything that's nothing
& nothing of what's everything,
of what's crying within me.

So when I'm going through my routine
do not be fooled by what I'm saying
Please listen carefully & try to hear what I'm not saying
Hear what I'd like to say but what I can not say.

It will not be easy for you,
long felt inadequacies make my defenses strong.
The nearer you approach me,
the blinder I may strike back.
Despite what books say of men, I am irrational;
I fight against the very thing that I cry out for.
you wonder who I am, you shouldn't,
for I am everyman & everywoman who wears a mask.

Don't be fooled by me.
At least not by the face I wear.

2009-07-29T02:04:00.006+08:00

Idk I'm cute (Claimed by WJ ~.~) or plain old stupid.
Lols @ my facebook status laaa :X

Eileen Yi Le Ng just got a LOA outta
no where for 6th August, which shocked me uh -.-!

The email I received o.o"

[SAS] Status of Leave Application‏
From: SAS Notification (sasnotification@tp.edu.sg)
Sent: 28 July 2009 11: 05AM
To: 0901902G@student.tp.edu.sg
Cc: taycc@tp.edu.sg; deslim@tp.edu.sg

Hi Ng Yi Le,

This is to inform you the status of your leave application.

Leave Type : Leave of Absence
Period : 06-Aug-2009 11:00 to 06-Aug-2009 21:00
Status : Approved

For details of your leave application,
please refer to the Online Student Services -> My Attendance/Leave.
For any clarifications or assistance,
kindly check with your respective school's Leave Administrator.
Thank you.
******* This is a computer generated email.
Pls do not reply this email *******

Seriously shocked me laaa wthh LOLS!
Tio stunned for like 10 seconds wondering
since when I applied for LOA -.-!

Anyways, just a quick update about the road rage thingy.
LOLS random I know :X

Daddy horned dam loudly so I looked up
& saw this white car trying to cut into
our car's lane from the right.

Daddy's driving skills damm good de so
he'll beep when necessary <- Lols sounds funny :X

Then the white car de driver don't know he/she
kisiao or what larhs, just slows down,
cut to our lane BEHIND us & to the left lane,
purposely cut to our lane from the left
at high speed & break to like 70km/h la -.-!

Daddy speed up (Woo~ Funn like aeroplane taking off LOLS :X)
& cut to the left lane when the white one drove in front of us :o
Then the white car driver on purpose block our path larhs -.-
So our cars were like dancing with one another zzz!
(Yes, you can hear the screeching of the cars -.-)

Damm stupid larhs that *beep* up driver -.-!
Hope he/she kana accident, bang into tree or lampost!
MUHAHAHAHA I'm evil :D
Who ask that kuku driver made daddy angry -'-

I'm not really cursing him/her actually :/
The junction where this 'accident' took place
was supposed to be drove at the speed of 100km/h?
The white car driver was driving at like 125km/h?
Idk the speed actually since I'm sitting
at the back this time :o

Blahs, go orhorh le.

*Toodles~!

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Wanna have sweet dreams of *ahems~! :D *blush&runs

2009-07-27T01:45:00.008+08:00

Let me try to recall what happened for the past week uh :o
I think my brain is dead right now LOLS.
I haven't been posting about my life uh? :o

This is gonna be a very LONG post. :X
Stop reading now if you want~

20th July `o9, Monday
I participated in the Amazing Race today!
We(Joanne, CheeSian & I) ran like kukus~!
Was printing RHT report like some kisiao
(Dumbdumb Joanne still say got a lot of time)
& we're lateeeeee :o

Luckily, it's the nicest tutor we have to submit to~
I LOVE my RHT tutor :D!
He don't mind us being late seh :o
Even offered us to go into his office,
drinks, snacks & sweets :X
We only took the sweets though caus we're
already 10mins late for econs de lecture :X

Speaking of econs lecture,
ROFL, I ALMOST SAT ON THIS GUY'S LAPTOP!
so CheeSian & Joanne started laughing like mad
& the lecturer stared at us for 10 seconds.
Felt like digging his eye balls out -.-!
So embarassing larhs >.< !
Wrote a note & asked Joanne to pass it
to the guy sitting behind me ~.~

Blahblah, skipskip, choir~ :o
We played memory game today :o
Just pick a card & if you kana
what the conductor called out,
you have to read/sing out :o
I kana those I'm unsure of, sueyyy ):!
Lastly, everybody had to sing Earth Lullaby~
I forgot what it's called but uhh...
One person from each section go up sing with the others :o

Kinda sadd that MrDarius always forget I sing for S1...
*Sigh ): Saddened~

21st July `o9, Tuesday
I'll skip about IntHT, nothing much :o
Half the clique went to watch Harry Potter since
CommSkills was cancelled for some unknown reason.
We didn't go caus I already set that
we're gonna discuss & do our OB~

Went for lecture, blahblahs.
Started with our OB PPT afterwards.
Joanne went kisiao & made our PPT 'bloody'.
I OBJECT OKAY! It's a NO!

Anyways, I skipped choir :/
Didn't wanna blog about it de but might as well.
I was actually pissed & felt really left out...
I don't wanna call & ask where choir will be held
all the time. So I didn't call today.

Sadly, I didn't manage to find where it was.
Sat at the koi pond from 6pm to 6:35pm...
No sight of any members so I went to the other side.
Sat at where pwiinceKOR & I always sat before choir.
No sight of anyone... Nevermind...
Started practicing myself
(Strange that I did that o.o) until 7:15pm :/
Nobody called me so I decided to go home...

22nd July `o9, Wednesday
Had a 4 hour break today since CommSkills
was cancelled as well today.

Went to Sugarloaf after our BCS lecture :o
Camwhored like siaooo everywhere~
Love the toilet at the convention hall there~
Super big mirror :D!

Chiong-ed finish OB de PPT today x.x!

23rd July `o9, Thursday
Skip about RHT tutorial, nothing much :o
We chiong-ed opposite school during our 1 hour break!
Had KFC, snackers~ x.x!
There's a stupid piece of chicken bone
below where I'm sitting ):!

Had 'free period' during BCS tutorial to do our project.
Designed the flash like siao~
Spent like 3 hours on a stupid ship
moving from left to right with the
sun & sea moving from right to left :o
LOLS. My flash is so cute :X <- BHB :D

Anyways, decided to skip choir again due to that reason...
But mainly cause of the econs project also laaa :/
Dig for my second article like mad larhs.
Seriously, the article analysis is not difficult,
it's the digging of articles part difficult -.-!

Piaa like siao for the market studies at home
but stopped doing it at 3am caus I had no mood :/

24th July `o9, Friday
Had OB presentation today :o
Wore smart casual that doesn't look THAT smart blahs.

Got 19/25 for overall presentation :o
Why isn't it 20? D: Nice try uh -.-!
We'll do better the next presentation :D!

Anyways, chiong-ed econs after presentation :o
Made me skip my OB lecture for the it rawrs!
& dumbdumb larhs hate the make up CommSkills tutorial -.-!
Make me stay from 4pm-6pm! (4pm to around 5:45pm to be exact)

Supposed to meet the SKYchorale alumni
for our 1st meeting but I didn't go ~.~
Had dinner at Hougang Mall. Pepper lunch! (:

After dinner went to walkwalk.
I only remember one thing,
my handphone kana soap!
I was like uh...
*Open cap & smell the thingy*
Thinking: "Uhh, don't have those seal thingy meh?"
*Squeeze the bottle*
*Lots of soap flowed out*
Thinking: "OMFG MY HAND & PHONE"
"Weiwei(To parents), I go toilet :o"

WO DE PHONE ARHS! x.x!
Heng I managed to wipe it off without
spoiling my temporary de phone -.-!

Bought a foundation. (Not my money :X)
But still so expensive, $30.50 :/
to someone like myself who don't really use make up -.-!
Make up is so NOT my cup of tea!
Yeaa, but don't buy cheap de later
kana skin problems spend more $$ :X

25th July `o9, Saturday
Went to campus to do BCS de website design thingy.
Crapping around & I mapled in campus lols!
For a while nia la :X Idk what I doing also ~.~

Supposed to eat at KFC with Jason & KaiJie
before going home de but aiyos, cancelled LOLS.
That KaiJie kuku de say what
"I don't feel like going le caus I'm at my bus stop"
Tsktsk, mindset like Joanne's LOLS!
Always say see her bus stop wanna go home :X
But she always never de lols~

So uh, crossed the overhead bridge le
then Jason keep asking me want eat ma want eat ma :o
Think it's strange so uh, ask him go home
since his bus just nice reach LOLS.
Called Daddy to come fetch me
& I went to buy KFC while waiting :P

26th July `o9, Sunday
Was lazy to wake to go campus actually :X
Rushed like siaotingtong~
Ate like some starving monster.
I still can't believe I finished my
lor mee in like... 10minutes
when I usually took 1 hour LOLS.
Gobbled, swallowed~ RAWRS~!
Monster siaaa!

Had my first experience with a road rage driver :/
Can even feel it while I'm sitting at the back of the car -.-!
Idk what happened at first though.
I only know my Daddy horned damm loud so I looked up
(from whatever I was doing, sms-ing I think o.o)

Blahblah, describe it tomorrow barhs.
Getting late le.
Wanted to dig a video that shows what happen
but I can't find any & wondered off
to watching Britain's Got Talent -.-!
It's like 3:58 now LOLS :X

Anyways, just sharing what I watched uh :o

I like Susan Boyle more ):!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Diversity's dance is nice but Susan Boyle should've won!
See the disappointment in Simon's face D:!
& uhh, not forgetting the article I did for OB.
The article says that Susan Boyle lost caus
many people thought OTHERS would vote for her.
I remember one phrase dam clearly,
"I didn't vote for her because I thought the others would"
Damm you people who have such stupid perceptions!

That's really high ~.~
However, I'll just point out that she zhao xia-ed at 1:14
& I think not many realised? :X
Nobody commented about it :o

PS, I don't like her >< !

There's also people commenting about Hollie fake crying.
I can't really tell though :/
Looks like she is, I'm not sure :o
Just find it unfair that she gets a 2nd chance
while others who messed up doesn't :/
Can't show the video caus all kana
"Embedding disabled by request" zzz!
Go search "Hollie Steel Edelweiss" on youtube :o
How da hell she stop crying/"crying" once Simon said
that they'll find time for her -.-?

Connie is better than her!
She's 6 then, & can remember the lyrics :P

Blahs, really LATE le. 4:48AM liao!
Rawrs! Sorry MiLo ♥ >< !

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Be more automatic next time
& lend me your shoulder >< !

2009-07-25T21:54:00.001+08:00

Sometimes it just hurts to look back
& recall anything & everything.

This is life, we all know that.
It's just the matter of fact if we can accept it.

我努力想起你，笑着哭泣，让自己深爱你再学会放弃。
我不想忘记你，就算可以我宁可记得所有伤心。
我努力想起你苦也没关系。
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你。
爱你这个决定虽然艰辛，我不说对不起。

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The above was what I typed on the 22nd of July lols o.o"

Anyways, 365 days ago was the last day I saw you :o
I don't wanna let myself down again
so I'm gonna do what I promise myself,
& that is nothing else but to let go.

To let go does not mean to stop caring,
it means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off,
it's the realization I can't control another.
To let go is not to enable,
but allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness,
which means the outcome is not in my hands.

To let go is not to try to change or blame another,
it's to make the most of myself.
To let go is not to care for,
but to care about.
To let go is not to fix,
but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.

To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To let go is not to be protective,
it's to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny,
but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold or argue,
but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.

To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.
To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody,
but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.
To let go is to fear less and love more,
to let go and to let God, is to find peace !

Remember that the time to love is short

That thrown aside feeling...

2009-07-21T23:06:00.002+08:00

Lost in a world, that scares me to death,
Lost in a crowd, I'm losing my breath.
Lost as a girl, lost as a woman,
I need to grow up, don't think I can.

Lost as a person, can't find my way.
Lost in life, every day.
Lost in worry, who am I?
All my life, I've lived a lie.

Lost to kindness, lost to love,
Lost in a sky, like a new-born dove.
Lost in thought, which I shouldn't do,
It winds me up, I can’t get through.

Lost to comfort, all kind words,
Lost to advice, it isn't heard.
Lost to those who really care,
All these people, always there.

Lost in me, I need a break,
Lost in wonder, which road to take?
Lost in a place I don't know well,
Where are you now? There's no one to tell

Nobody to rely on...

2009-07-18T20:45:00.004+08:00

I feel like slapping you mann!
STOP CRYING LA! WTF.
You've cried two days in a row -.-!

Why are you so strong against illnesses
yet so weak when it comes to your emotions!?

Can't you freaking get hold of yourself!?
Damm, why don't you just go jump off
some building & stop living on earth?

Whats wrong seriously?
You lived your life well,
why did you get hurt over simple things now?
I know it's different from the past,
I know you always get your way when it comes to this,
but not getting it now doesn't mean you will never,
so stop being so childish will you?

她怀念的都不在了。
别问我为什么，因为我不知道。
我不知道，我不知道，我不知道！

Seriously, I'm begging you to stop crying x.x!

pepper-san ); + leennn ); = her complete breakdown D:

2009-07-17T22:33:00.001+08:00

How can somthing that's not there hurt so bad?

940194, 08056 :/

2009-07-16T04:42:00.004+08:00

It's 4:43am & I'm not asleep :o
(Like duhh or else whose blogging uh? :o)

I piaa-ed OB & CommSkills until 3am+ na -.-!
Went to do my daily facebook routine caus
there's something I haven't done with my projects,
yet I can't recall what it is! Arghs!
Or am I done with everything I have to do today D:?

Ain't planning to do my tutorials... I think :/
It's such a busy week & I really mean it :/
It's so busy that my brain is failing on me D:!
I forgot my water bottle after choir on Tuesday
& forgot my CommSkills TB just now (Wednesday) ._______."
What am I gonna forget tomorrow uh -.-?

Anyways, gonna have choir AGAIN (Yea, THIRD time this week)
tomorrow (later) & I think I'll die on my bed
when I reach home at night -.-"

Have been reaching campus at 8:30am &
leaving campus around 9:30pm everyday this week :/
I'm seriously gonna die soon I tell you x.x

I know I ain't good at studies,
project used to be my favourite
as I'm able to bond with my team members,
but it ain't the same now since the projects
pile up faster than homeworks AND studies.
It's killing me D:!
But no, I don't feel stress,
just plain o' tired that's all :/

Guess I'll pack my stuffs & go to bed now
or I don't think I can survive from 7am till 11pm later :/

神啊救救我吧!

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
I'm worried, seriously worried about you
593110

2009-07-15T07:26:00.005+08:00

Wanted to blog yesterday de but didn't really have the time :/

Well anyways, point form then I guess :o

1. I got pwned by presentation D:!
BUT got some comments about the PP that I'm happy with ^^

2. I brought my SPORT SHOES to change
BUT I forgot to bring my SOCKS -.-!
Went to buy socks @ bookshop LOLS ._________."

3. Joanne lie to me ):
Snyder's of hanover does not cost $1.45 ):
BAD JOANNE! :X

4. Mr.Darius is a liar~
He didn't bring food & I was hungry LOLS :X

5. Learned uh... 2 or 3 (Dammm stm o.o") songs :D
I have no words to describe the last song
we learn de choreography.... Erms... LOLS :X

Okay no more I guess :X
But uh, last thing,
it's raining cats & dogs now laa zzz!
Everyone take care when you're going to school :o!

Especially you, no matter you're going or staying at home (:

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
You're my number one concern,
so please, do take care alrights? (:

2009-07-13T00:42:00.003+08:00

Ahhh it's running late & I'm gonna sleep at 1am!
Gogo chiong arhhhs~! Finish your routine~!

Anyways just blogging some ~~important~~ stuffs.
MiLo, promise me you will NEVER EVER do that again!
That scene make me damm worried okay!
You ask me not to worry but I can't help it :o
Caus you're one of my close friends.
I don't even want that to happen to my acquaintance x.x!
So please please PLEASE promise me you wouldn't do it again ):!

& I didn't know my blog skin look so
super duper tiny in your laptop LOLS.

Okay nothing else le.
Godd I have 10mins to finish the rest of my routine x.x!

*Runs off~

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Promise me, will you?

2009-07-11T02:02:00.004+08:00

Okay I have no idea what to post but uh, some craps uh (:
Hmms... Let's see uh... :o

Ohhohh~ I added a hate list a few days ago.
I bet no one realised LOLS :X
It's like so damm short as compared to my previous webbie :o

Poly life is ALRIGHT, I guess :o
Actually, it's sucky caus there's projects D:
NEVER ENDING PROJECTS D:!
I'm gonna die soon I tell you D:!

Don't know why I'm having moodswings lately -.-"
I don't even have moodswings as much in the past la wtf.
Must be thinking too much le >< !
& it's true, I'm thinking A LOT of unnecessary stuffs D:!
Gonna bang my head on the wall soon~ :o

Eeks! I should sleep soon :X
Later kana caught "red-handed" by some people
~~(The time I blog this *cough cough)~~
& I'll be gg with all the naggings :P

Toddles~!

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
If only *that would come true >.< !

2009-07-09T01:31:00.012+08:00

Waaaaaaaa I really wanna go shopping ):!
Anybody wanna pei me go? D:

Saw so many pretty tops in a blog shop uhh...
Then when see the T&C GG LOLS.
Planned to get my parents to help me do the
bank transfer thing then I pay them money de.
But things ain't gonna go well uh...
Minimum must purchase 10 items x.x!
Manage to dig dao 6 that caught my interest,
after that I saw that the shipment of
the items to Singapore would cost 20 USD -.-!
WALAO UH ):!

See the pretty tops~

BOOHOO!
I'mma really really REALLLLLLLY wanna go shopping ):!

Edited*:
Looking at the tops & colours I'd chose,
it reminds me that I have a lot
of black & white tops LOLS.

I saw this thingy quite long ago,
& it's about the colour of clothes you prefer :/
They said that people who chose black clothes over
other colours don't wanna be noticed by others :o Hmms...

I don't know why I just like black tops LOLS.
They're like... So easy to match larhs x.x

Always refrain from buying black
but I'll still end up with black de >.>

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥

2009-07-08T00:33:00.009+08:00

I'm like so damm confused ):
I know I'd mentioned this before in
one of my older post (11th April to be exact).

There's this phrase that goes through my mind
all the time, day & night, here & there.

Isn't it ironic?
We adore the people who ignore us,
Ignore the people who adore us,
We love the people who hurt us,
And we hurt the people who love us.

Anyone find that familiar?
At least I know sodaa find it familiar uh?

Well, it's running through my head again.
I can't help thinking about it all day long.
Whenever I went emo these few days,
it's always caus of that.

The post on the 11th of April is like...
One of the most emotional post I had larhs...
Why can't I have like...
That post to be at the top forever? -.-"

It's a short & pissed off post,
but it's true, ask anyone. :/

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Showing you concern doesn't mean anything...
Be glad that people even care for you,
so STOP thinking otherwise, please, pepper-san.

2009-07-07T17:51:00.002+08:00

At the library right now blogging.
Good thing I brought my lappy uh :X

Don't know whats wrong sia...
Moodswings? :/ Hais...

It's the first time I'm actually
so-called mad in school uh? ;/

Waiting for choir to start right now.
Feel like skipping it hais...
I'm not in the mood & I'm afraid
I'll go like... BOOOOOM very soon ):

I'm still listening to some emo song right now LOLS.
Feel like hiding here & just skip choir lurhs...

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥

2009-07-07T13:10:00.006+08:00

Currently in campus library.
Wanted to do project de but
all never bring notes & such -.-!

Carin tio quarantined caus her friend got h1n1 ._______."
So uh... We didn't get much things done today ~.~
Jialak le. Must pushpush online lols.

Now blogging to kill time lols >< !
Nothing to do ahhhhhhhhhhh.
Yesterday early early fell asleep
without turning off my desktop.
Sorry MiLoooooo :X

Kill time kill time~
What to do lerhs D:?

Nevermind I go rotrot >< !
Can't sms people caus my phone gonna die le ~.~
Just nice low batt when I left home! GOSH.
I wanna sms someoneeeeeeeee >< !

Siannn, go do other stuffs le lols :X

PS: Later got CCA rawrs ):!

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Wear your heart on your sleeve~ :D

2009-07-04T23:02:00.004+08:00

Woke up at 8:20am today O.O
Damm surprised about it siaa -.-!

Anyways, went out to 'shop' with sis today :o
Running everywhere to find office wear -.-"
I mai wear skirt so uh...
Took extremely long to find my size.
It's like the tiny me LOLS.

We had lunch before going 'shopping'. (:
Went to what Liang Court de shopping mall o.o"
Either I'd not been there before or
went there when I was a very little girl :o

Had lunch at an Italian-Japanese kind of restaurant o.o
Forgot the restaurant name LOLS.
My sister upload the photos in facebook le
then I post that ONE photo here :X
The food there is nice (:
Go try if you have the time
(& when I know what's the restaurant's name LOLS)

Walked walked around~
Kinokuniya~ Meidi-ya Supermarket~
Bought 3 files that I don't think I'll use LOLS.
TOOOOOOOOO cute :X Cute stuffs are the bomb :D!
The supermarket damm cool, a lot jap stuffs~ (:
Which reminds me, the place is FULL of japanese people~

Walked back to Central to look for office wear :o
Had such a 'wonderful' time looking for it uh -.-!
Can't find ANY at all uh ._______________."
Bueytahan so trained down to Bishan there to find.

First time sit the circle line :D!
It's like soooooooooooo coooooooooooooool.
I was like cooool here cooool there all the way lols :X

G2000... Can't find a bottom that
I can actually wear without dropping off zzz.
Their smallest is like... 46 <- wth -.-"
Went to try to see if it would be better
if I put on a belt, but end up was like...
Wearing some low waist pants LOLS.

Find find find~ Cannot ):
Find SOMEMORE & FINAAAAAAAAAAAAALLY!
Tried on like 3 tops to find the right one -.-!
But I don't like that top ):!!
No choice caus the other two were
too big, long, strange, whatever~ -.-
Bad thing about being small size uh? :/

Blahblah, lazy to blog le caus someone
I loveeeeeeee to chat with came online le LOLS :X
Was blogging just to kill time LOLS.

Buhbyees :D!
^ Eww... Twit!

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
I wore a disguise caus I didn’t want to get hurt

2009-07-03T23:10:00.003+08:00

I find myself faking a smile right now.
I don't like to fake it either.
Then again, I ain't faking a smile
since I ain't smiling in the first place.

I don't want people to be sad caus of me.
It makes me feel so bad...
So since I can type fake smileys,
I'll just make use of it.
Always using it in the past,
& I'm going to use it right now...

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Hardly any chances... ):

2009-07-03T19:26:00.002+08:00

Ewwws my CommSkill group de questionnaire got ERRORS!
& we'd submitted it for grading le zzz!

Anyways, that's not my main point of the post :o
The following would be.
Some crapp I wrote when I was thinking on the 1st of July :o

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I don't know why I feel so jealoused
of someone for something so simple ):
It's time to give up, YiLe...
There's no point waiting for him any longer...
What am I supposed to do?
It feels like he doesn't have any feelings for me...
Or does he...? I can't sense it...
I feel so confused right now...
I feel -blahblahblah-
& I hope -blahblahblah-
This is getting terribly mushy, stop stop STOP!

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Idk why I wrote that that day -.-!
Wrote something else on the 2nd of July
but ain't gonna post it here LOLS.
Okay maybe I will, but just the LAST part of it.

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-blahblahblah-
-blahblahblah-
-blahblahblah-

-blahblahblah-
-blahblahblah-
-blahblahblah-

What am I suppose to do!?
I don't know who to tell about this sia...
I hate bottled up feelings >.< !
If I were to say out -blahblahblah- :(
I don't want that to happen :(!
Clique! I miss you all!
Desperately need a listening ear right now... :(

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-blahblahblah- = craps I don't wanna type out

Uhh... I forgot what I wanted to type AHAHAHA.
Ohhhhhhh! 1st July!!!

ShaunKhoooooooooo!
Don't say I'm bad for greeting you happy belated birthday okay!
I post it here on my blog also!
Happy belated belated birthday!
My apologies I didn't greet you on Wednesday laaa >.< !

Thanks for being there when I'm down uhh :X
Don't know how you sense dao de -.-!
Always suddenly talk to me when
I wanted to tell someone something.
Glad to have you as one of my best friends!
& tyy for remembering my birthdate
in your heart since primary 5 LOLS.

I said I never forget yours okay!
Don't anyhow thinkkkk!

PS: MiLoooooooo! Online lerhs ):! :X

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Flattered by that smile all the time

2009-07-02T05:47:00.006+08:00

Ohh goodie, down with flu -.-!

Blogging caus of this blog-tag-quiz-thingy .______."

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All of the 14 people must do this quiz, unless he/she doesn’t have a blog.
Write the names of 14 people you can think off the top of your head,
then answer the questions.

1. JLZY
2. SYL
3. TTK
4. TSL
5. TKY
6. PTPJ
7. PK
8. LAA
9. TPJ
10. JTHM
11. CH
12. LCS
13. CYH
14. JL

-How did you get to meet 7?
Sec 1, prefect & stuffs.

-What would you do if you and 13 never met?
What can I do about it? :o

-What would you do if 1 and 12 date?
Uhh, I think I'll laugh LOLS.

-Have you ever seen 14 cry?
Yea, crying caus of me somemore >.>

-Would 4 and 11 be a good couple?
Uhh... I believe they're not lesbians.

-Do you think 11 is attractive?
Everyone is attractive in some way (:

-What's 2's favourite colour?
I'll admit I forgot .__________."

-When was the last time you talked to 9?
SkyChorale chalet for seniors

-What language does 8 speak?
Chinese, english, etc :X

-Who is 13 going out with?
ME :D? Okay, no idea. US (:

-What grade is 12 in?
Poly year 1

-Would you ever date with 10?
Sureee (:

-Where does 5 lives?
SengKang

-What's the best thing about 3?
From enemies to best friends. HOW DID YOU DO THAT!?

-What would you want to tell 10 now?
STOP CUTTING YOURSELF $#$#@&^#$@

-What's the best thing about 8?
Always go siaosiao with me :o

-Have you ever kissed 5?
NO.

-What was the best memory you have with 7?
Skipping prefect duties together :X LOLS.

-When's the last time you're going to see 6?
Last time? How to hell would I know -.-!

-How is 14 and 12 different?
Gender.

-Is 6 pretty?
Yeaa :D

-How did you meet 5?
Sec 1 in class.

-Is 1 your best friend?
Close friends I suppose.

-Do you hate 12?
Nopee.

-Have you seen 4 on the last month?
I saw her like a billion years ago. ):

-When was the last time you talk to 3?
When she called & surveyed me! -.-

-Have you been to 5's house?
Yupps.

-When's the next time you gonna see 10?
Later for class.

-Are you close to 13?
Good friends I suppose.

-Have you ever been to a movie with 4 before?
HAVE WE!? I think so :X Or maybe not ohhmygodd I forgot -.-

-Have you ever gotten into trouble with 8?
I guaiikiaa, don't get into trouble de :X

-Would you give 2 a hug?
Suree! :D

-When have you lied to 3?
Yea, I did, for the good :/

-Is 1 good with socializing?
Guess so :o

-Do you know secrets about 9?
HE LOVES ME. Rightt sistaa? :D

-Describe the relationship between 12 and 14.
People living under the same sky.

-Best thing about your friendship with 9?
Uhh... We love to sing? LOLS.

-What's the worst thing about 6?
The time she ps-ed me during AC ):

-Have you ever had a crush on 12?
I'm not a lesbian!

-Does 14 has a girlfriend or boyfriend?
Don't think so.

-Have you ever wanted to punch 1's face?
Last time :X

-Has 2 met your mother?
She met my daddy more lols.

-How did you get to meet 3?
In primary school! Was it primary 2 or 3 ar? ~.~

-Did you ever physically hurt 3?
When I accidentally smack dao her :X

-Do you live close to 7?
Uhh... We both live in Singapore
so I guess not compared to China LOLS.

-What's 8's favourite food?
I have no idea >.>

-What kind of car does 1 has?
Toycar (:

-Have you travelled anywhere with 9 before?
Yeaa, on the bus, in the MRT. LOLS.

-If you give 14 $100 , what will he/she spend it on?
Taking cabs? >.>

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I realized I'm beginning to forget a lot of thing ):

Initial can be seriously irritating uh?
Must admit I see le buey tahan also.
So uhh, I'll type the names next time -.-!
& I can't even remember my friend's
full name as of birthcert .______."

PS: Don't bother doing or happy copying the questions (:

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Jealousy kills

2009-06-28T06:30:00.007+08:00

Hmms... Wanted to blog since Tuesday
but didn't exactly have the time uh... :/
Blog by days & an overall barhs ^^
Just the key ones I wanted to note though :X
Note: It's a LONG post ahead.

Monday, 22nd June
Nothing much about lecture but it's the tutorial!
Microecons tutor wasn't here so some other 'teacher'
came in, marked our attendance & told us to GO HOME -.-!
GOSH! We waited for like 2 hours(break o.o)
& you told us to GO HOME?! Holy cow .__________."

Anyways, slept like so dongdong until 8+.
I received ~~quite a~~ 2 surprising sms :o
The TP choir conductor actually sms-ed me o.o"

"You have been selected for re auditions to be
a singer with the temasek polytechnic choir.
Please call aasp. Thank you.

Darius lim-conductor"

It took me ages to decide what to do D:!
Bad experience with TP choir yea? :/
Decided to call him in the end caus
it's bad if I didn't reply at all.
He told me to go to studio 6 @ 7pm TOMORROW o.o"
(Yea screw that student conductor who failed me -'-)
So yeaa, just go & see what happens barhs :o

Tuesday, 23rd June
It's such a HORRIBLE day.
Idk whats wrong with me laa...
Though it's not the first time alarms can't wake me...
BUT it's the FIRST time my HOUSE PHONE can't wake me!

So yea, oh great, I'm like WAY overslept la -'-
Totally missed IntHT tutorial which is dam important.
There goes my perfect attendance D:!!!!
I woke at like 1:55pm when AnnAnn called.
Missed my 2pm IntHT lecture -.-!
I wanted to skip CommSkills also & go buy MC whatever de,
but decided to go for 4pm de tutorial
since I have to go to school anyways, for the auditions.

So uhh...
Skip my crappy CommSkills results.
Yes, I did PASS the paper.
In fact, the whole class passed :D I think :X

Now for the special moment!
RE-auditions! (Yea, sucky word -.-!)
It wasn't that difficult actually.
Not nervous this time + wow, my voice is back :D (Duhh!)
So it was alright, just that I got a note wrong
since I didn't really heard what the pianist played :X
Almost unable to sing the high A
caus I didn't warm up uh -.-!

MrLim said my range was good ^^
& asked me if I'm willing to be committed blahblah.
Told him I actually had a CCA already.
Falls on Thursdays blahblahs.
He actually asked me to make a choice sia gosh o.o"
Told him to give me some time to decide though :/
& uh, he asked me to go to their choir practice
straightaway so I went to "see see" uh? :/

It was funn, I must admit.
No matter what anybody says about me for
joining choir for the 8th year now,
I ain't gonna care caus thats what I love.

Singing ♫♪ is her passion ♥

Ain't that phrase familiar? :D

But I do have some serious decisions to make.
At the end of the day,
I'd decided to go for it but NOT quit AC.
I'll just have two CCAs then.
Clashes = Choir, no clashes = respective CCA
Simple as that. (:

Wednesday, 24th June
I'm gonna skip this whole day.
Carried my laptop around like some stupid idiot.
It's like damm heavy larhs wtf -.-"
Ohyay we actually started on our IntHT .______."

Taking note of this thing though,
RHT lecture was 30mins LOLS.
You don't see that everyday do you? :X

Thursday, 25th June
Lab lessons today, nothing much.
Got back my RHT results.
Not a very nice result.
It can be better (:

& I didn't do my BCS tutorial
(Gosh what am I turning into T.T)

Oh & don't forget,
piaa-ed more on our IntHT Group Project.

Went for choir after that, which was kinda funn.
Made a new friend(WeiJun) that I enjoy talking to ^^
She sang wrong once which made me laughed for 10mins LOLS.
Then some guy from Bass de actions make me laugh dao LOLS~
Their part for one of the song so cutee uh :X
Imagine bass are singing low notes ALL ALONG
& suddenly need sing dao alto de part.
I was laughing like... All the way laa :X LOLS.
Was also asked to sing the Soprano 1/Descant part
with 3 other members (supposingly) but my new friend
wanted to sing it too so uh, 5 of us (:
Had to go home earlier than the rest
caus I told Daddy to fetch me at 9:30 :o

Reached home, piaa my part for IntHT & fell asleep -.-
Sorry Jason, WeiLian & the rest who msn-ed me about
our CommSkills questionnaire ~.~

Friday, 26th June
Went to school early to sum up our IntHT report.
Had roughly 13 pages without much rephrasing yet.
Was supposed to meet MsJoan but she didn't turn up -.-
Later in the afternoon she sms-ed me blahblah, replied,
blahblah, only then we know she was unwell & went home :o

Anyways, we're like cursed during OB tutorial laa zzz!
My group always kana left with unwanted question -'-
Told DrAng first we wanted question 2 then
Khuzaimah them go say B2 so he gave them. -'-
Was so pissed at first la but we managed to solve
the question we didn't know how to do LOLS :X
Guess that's a good thing barhs.
Last time we kana role-play, now this?
It's training us so uh, maybe we should just
shutup & take the last question next time f3.

We were like god, our tutor is
our lecturer for today's OB lecture ~.~
But I must admit, he's the BEST leturer.
At first we're like...
He so haolian put say he's a Principal Lecturer -.-?
But gosh, I must admit he is EXTREMELY good :D!
Here comes the consequences uh...
I told the rest our OB presentation
is gonna be difficult le >< !

Saturday, 27th June
Nothing much, went out for breakfast @ Swensons (:
Reached home & sent Carin & CheeSian my part of IntHT.
Idk how time flies today actually -.-!

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Anyways, they haven't send me empty slides with keypoints.
I can't work on my powerpoint ):!
Wanted to do it yesterady so I can have a good old Sunday D:
Nevermind then T.T

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Do you feel the way like I feel about you?

2009-06-24T02:57:00.007+08:00

I wanted to blog but maybe drag it to tomorrow barhs.
Anyway sharing some videos :o

This one is dam grossed & don't watch it
if you think you can't tahan it :o

That is... So long -.-!

OHMYGOD!

The bigbig balloon is nicee :o

I'm dizzy after watching this one x.x!

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥

2009-06-22T07:19:00.002+08:00

Uhh, I feel damm stupid for accidentally
deleting my RECYCLING BIN just now -.-!
Took me 10mins to create a shortcut
caus I CANNOT find it ANYWHERE.
But luckily I managed to dig my way through la zzz!

Anyways, wanna re-upload my BCS but keep
getting the "Internet unable to display" crap zzz.
Actually it doesn't really matter if I don't resubmit la,
I just edited an eyesore thing (To me :o)
I just shorten the textbox that's all >.>
LOLS. Hope it works though. If it doesn't then nevermind (:

Time to get ready for 'school' :D!
Not bad, I still haven't wear the same
top to campus before uh LOLS.
But today I'm gonna wear something I wore before :X
- Or so, I guess.

PS: I'll die if I get back microecons paper today x.x!

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥

2009-06-22T05:34:00.008+08:00

Uhh wthh I just saw this LOLS :X

"Submit only the softcopy of your final project
in VBUS which is due on Monday, 22 June, 2009
at 9am in Week 10.

Submit both the hardcopy and CD-R to your tutor
during tutorial session in Week 10 (22Jun - 26Jun)."

Why did I chiong to print out everything just now -.-!
& gosh my printer's ink is running low ):
Colour ink more than black ink sia, imba -.-!

Lols & yea, I ain't planning to sleep :X HEES.

Anyways, now submitting the softcopy ._____________."
It's like so slow sia ohhmygodd :X
& my microeconomics! GOSH :X

& uhh, school reopen today.
YES, TODAY. GOSH holiday is so SHORT D:!

Frankly speaking, I miss poly uh :X
But I miss clique & 4e2 classroom LOLS
(Though the aircon in class can MURDER :o
& I'm sitting right IN FRONT
the aircon & right BELOW the fan)

Edit:
Uhh walao internet error after uploading so long -.-!
Goshh this is worst than I expected D:!

PS: I forgot to mention there's DURAIN at home :D
I didn't eat them the last TWO times we had durains
caus I'm WAYYYYYYYYY too sleepy LOLS .____________."

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥

2009-06-20T23:58:00.001+08:00

*ob noh +a| o+ pJey s! +!
'mon>| noh +a| o+ +sur

2009-06-19T10:56:00.005+08:00

Okayokay, I made my decisions from the 3rd choice onwards.
Here's the list :o Took my ages -.-

Introduction to Language & Culture (French)
Music: Expressions & Applications
Introduction to Psychology
Freehand Drawing
Understanding Theatre
Leadership & Character
Managing Human Resources
Event Planning
Fundamentals of Management
Introduction to Mass Communication
Introduction to Language & Culture (Japanese)

Why Japanese the last, you may ask.
Well, since it's so popular,
why bother to put it on top since it's gonna be filled -.-"
Make full use of the 5 choices duhhhhhhhhh :D!

Everyone is asking me like siao why
I wanna choose French over Japanese lols -.-"
Blahs, caus the first thing that came to my mind
would be French. Don't ask me why, I don't know.

*noh bu!>|se aJoƒaq y)uaJƒ asooy) ||,noh bn!|aaƒ e +ob p,!
'bu!>|eads h|>|neJƒ
*awes ay+ bu!sooy) bn papua am
'awe| h++aJd s! y)uaJƒ bu!sooy) Joƒ uoseaJ Jnoh ybnoy+

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥

2009-06-19T00:02:00.005+08:00

Ding dong!

Okay that was random LOLS.
Anyways, I have NO IDEA what to choose for my CDS ):!!
I have like.. ELEVEN CHOICES LOLS.
I mean, eleven CDS that I'm interested in :o
Here's the list in the TP webbie order thingy -.-

Managing Human Resources
Fundamentals of Management
Introduction to Mass Communication
Event Planning
Freehand Drawing
Music: Expressions & Applications
Understanding Theatre
Introduction to Language & Culture (French)
Introduction to Language & Culture (Japanese)
Introduction to Psychology
Leadership & Character

So uhh, HOW?
Basically I'll be choosing one language, like duhh?
But French or Japanese? I really can't make up my mind D:
They're saying Japanese more popular but I find French nicer :X
It's like... Uhh, Je ne sais pas pourquoi imu, 27.
Does it ring a bell here? Hello!?

Yeaa it's actually French ya?
Looks so chim compared to Japanese lols.
Konichiwa & stuffs. But Bon voyage & such are common too :o
Sis took French during her time caus she can't get in
for Japanese :X but anyways, yea, I really don't know D:

Next on the list? I'm not that suree also ):
Most probably Music: Expressions & Applications.

Okay finee, perhaps I've got my top two choices
already but what about the other 3 choices?
We have to list like 5 choices?

& I've got to submit them like say... TOMORROW?
LOLS. Projects are already driving me nuts,
now some dongdong CDS thingy. GOSH.

Donner moi un pause!

Okay, maybe it's wrong but blahs, LOLS.

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥

2009-06-16T21:09:00.008+08:00

Blahs, I feel like sleeping & not waking up uh -.-
Not saying I wanna die laa, I wanna dreammmmmmm LOLS :X
It has been long since I last dream of you,
& I'm missing it hell LOTS.

I wonder what you dream of about me though,
did you see me from afar?;
did you simply walk pass me?;
did you see me with somebody else?;
did we hugged & kissed?;
or was it just your imagination?

Je ne sais pas pourquoi imu, 27.

Now you know what it means. x.x

I know you don't visit my blog anymore,
so there's no harm typing this,
being afraid that you'll see it,
& then stressing you up like some dong dong :o

E> noh Jo=| bu!+!em aq ||!m ha£!m !
'(¿s!y+ JaqwawaJ)p-a^o|aq hy 'sno!)aJd hw 'Jadser
*uo!+ua++e Jnoh +ybne) pey |J!b ou +ay+
aw p|o+ noh uaym au!u pno| uo dn hem w,!
'mou>| noh os +snr

*dn noh a^!b Ja^au ||,! +ey+ noh aJnsse aw +a|
'suaddey +eym Ja++ew ou
*aq ||,! pa+!|ap moy mou>| noh
'Jay+ebo+ >|)eq +ab ue) am +ey+ a)uey) hue s,aJay+ £!
*op h||eaJ ! 'noh ss!w ! 'Jadser

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥

2009-06-14T21:01:00.007+08:00

I knew it, I knew it, I should've stopped mapling.
Freaking sick of people taking advantage of me!

Many thought being famous is a cool thing.
I wouldn't deny that I have thought so too.
But now I understand why some don't think so.
They told me that being famous isn't a good thing.
I thought about it that instant.
Even though I ain't THAT famous or even famous at all,
I understand perfectly now.

Stop freaking making use of me, seriously!
I hate all of them*
Truly appreciate my guildmates for being there.
I love you people lots ♥
The rest are just trying to be close to get mega-ed uh?
What the fish is this?

That's the reason why I'll always mega them
even though they ain't as cashy as you people*
Money isn't everything, money can't buy me.
Don't bother using money to get my attention
caus you people* ain't fkin gonna get any.

Why did I forget what I told iiri the first time?
I told him that he must be careful caus he's cashy,
people will make use of him caus of that.
Why the fish did I forget that?!

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Reminiscence, my favourite word, my favourite guild ♥

2009-06-14T06:46:00.004+08:00

I was trying ohsohard not to blog so
someone is able to read that previous post.
But uh, forget it, you don't care -.-
You don't even care after knowing it -.-

Anyways, nothing much barhs,
kinda tired with the 7 projects.

Been mapling quite a long <- Ohgod -.-!
But at least Remi is active again :D -sorta >.>

Nothing much to say le :/
Screenshots (: Just a few.

Yupps the proper screenshot for the new cash set (:

My jacket(Wind breaker) level 30 (:

Love this skill :D

Gonna take a guild ss sometime this week over there :D

Horrible damage -.-!

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
We'll be back, though we go away.

2009-06-05T06:00:00.003+08:00

Wanted to play back maple but
I'm having second thoughts again.
If I play back, someone(whoever it is) will get hurt.
Tell me, how many got hurted before? Uncountable.

Anyways, prischmate, I've got things to tell you
but you don't seem to care at all the day after
my roller blades spoilt like some kuku D:!
I forgot what I wanted to say lols~

Back to revision ._________."

Loves, pepper-san aka Leennn ♥
Life is unfair, face it.