♥ Saturday, July 25, 2009
Sometimes it just hurts to look back
& recall anything & everything.
This is life, we all know that.
It's just the matter of fact if we can accept it.
我努力想起你,笑着哭泣,让自己深爱你再学会放弃。
我不想忘记你,就算可以我宁可记得所有伤心。
我努力想起你苦也没关系。
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你。
爱你这个决定虽然艰辛,我不说对不起。
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The above was what I typed on the 22nd of July lols o.o"
Anyways, 365 days ago was the last day I saw you :o
I don't wanna let myself down again
so I'm gonna do what I promise myself,
& that is nothing else but to let go.
To let go does not mean to stop caring,
it means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off,
it's the realization I can't control another.
To let go is not to enable,
but allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness,
which means the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try to change or blame another,
it's to make the most of myself.
To let go is not to care for,
but to care about.
To let go is not to fix,
but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To let go is not to be protective,
it's to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny,
but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold or argue,
but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.
To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody,
but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.
To let go is to fear less and love more,
to let go and to let God, is to find peace !
Remember that the time to love is short
That thrown aside feeling...Labels: anonymous, D;, emo, giveup, letgo
Reminiscing @ 9:54 PM