Seriously, I hate my current life, well, somehow.

People around me really disappoint me, A LOT.
Had been wondering if it's time to make a choice,
perhaps, to give up there & move on,
back to where I actually belong?

But... If I really do so,
I'll be breaking my promise.
I confess I ain't a good leader,
not in class, used-to-be school councillor,
or even with the gang. Don't get me wrong, refering to my clique

The more I see my friends changing,
having a fun time with the people I don't really like,
that hurtful betrayed trust, by quite a few...
It aches badly, very badly.
I don't have to elaborate much on it since
I believe you readers experienced this before.

Again & again, I told myself,
to NOT remove the board I'm showing to all.
"All just making use of me ): afk"
may make me stop once again,
not for 8 & a half months, but perhaps forever.

Or, like I'd said, move back there,
where there's... My always&forever VIPs:
Dkk, Kuchii, Daddy, Mummy, mageee, seto, icee, xenaa, laopo,
TRIkor, CKkor, hostei, dknightz, pinkksNUER, baobeiERZI,
fireee, chinchilla, & so on.

Simply comparing it here, with just always&forever VIP kyy,
unstable VIPs: prischmate, roofmatey, starstar
& the rest who were faithful & didn't leave.
Compair it by amount, E's totally pwned by A
even though the VIPs there ain't longer online.
The strong trust is still alive, & if I'm back there,
I'm sure I'll know more VIPs due to the alliance.

Everything wouldn't have end up like this
if there wasn't the accident back then on the 25thJuly2oo8
*You should know what I mean.
We were immature back then,
causing it to be forced apart,
like like poles that repels,
we were repelled just the same,
probably losing it forever.

I shouldn't be seeing this
but I saw it again...

Emotionless, pepper-san aka Leennn ):
So sick of juggling frogs...
Shed a/lot of tear/s, yupps, I did.
Not once, not twice, but many.

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Born on the 24thFebruary`92,
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Singing ♫♪ is her passion ♥
Can be diplomatic when she
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Xinmin Primary
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SengKang Secondary
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Temasek Polytechnic
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Hanging out with loved ones
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HerSealPillow-ChiuChiu ♥
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Beautiful friendships
Mango shaved ice with sherbert & icecream
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Anyone getting hurt physically/emotionally caus of me :/
Broken promises :/
Vegetables ):
Hypocrite
People who kpkb
Following orders
Nightmares
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Last minute stuffs
Horror movies ):

Desires fulfilled :D
-> Europe trip ♥ on the 6thNov`o8 :D
-> Visit ALL the Disneylands :D
-> Sealseal from More Than Words :D
-> Sony Vegas 8.0
-> CEH gathering :DD!
-> TP FOC :D! [6th-8th Apr`o9]
-> TP orientation :D! [16th-17th Apr`o9]
-> Lesser homework =X
-> A desktop :X To play LOLS
-> Go UnderWaterWorld :D [It's been long]
-> Date with salty-san :X
-> Date with bitter-san :X
-> Make 1k01 bond [; ★
-> Australia trip ♥ [16th-21st Dec`o9]
-> Wisdomasion`o6 gathering :]
-> New bag
-> A red tanktop (How random :o)
-> Know my 2k07(yr2.1) classmates
-> A microphone
-> Go to the Zoo :X [It's been long]
-> New wallet [Long one]
-> Buy 5 tops in a day [LOLS!]
-> Nintendo DS Lite/DSi
-> Go to HongKong again :D [1st-4th Oct`1o]
-> New glasses
-> Date with bland-san :X
-> Go KBOX~! :DD!
-> Know my 2k06(yr2.2) classmates -> Legend of the Seas Christmas Cruise [22nd-28th Dec`11]

Desires unfulfilled D:
-> Go dating with my clique :D [ALL] ★
-> See sour-san again ★
-> The best MMV maker using WMM x) ★
-> More new clothes, skirts :D
-> Be at least a 10-year choir member ★
-> A trip to Sydney
-> Go Star Cruise again :D!
-> Visit Disney Sea once there's more attractions
-> Visit Disney World ♥
-> Sit the Singapore flyer D:!
-> Watch the sunrise :]
-> Watch the sunset :]
-> Go for singing lessons at LWS School of Music!! ★
-> A pair of Left & Right canvas shoes
-> Visit Six Flags again :D
-> Learn how to use Sony Vegas 8.0 [;
-> Get Remi active & going again [; ★
-> Family bowling :X
-> Go ice skating ^^
-> Go skiing :D
-> Know all my French classmates :3
-> Know all my Music classmates :3
-> Getting the clique♥ tee
-> Asian Mullet Hairstyle
-> Acoustic Guitar
-> Know all my Co&co classmates :3
-> Go South Africa :D
-> Cruise to Alaska
-> Graduate!
-> Visit Maritime Experiential Museum & Aquarium (MEMA)
-> Visit Titanic Exhibit at MBS
-> Visit River Safari
-> Get a Havanese Puppy ★

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