Crap crap crap crap CRAP!
Why are people treating me so good
when I'm treating them SO badly?!?
Tell me why...？
Hothot... Shiikaa...
为什么你们不管死还是活，就是每天这样想办法逗我开心呢？
难道你们不会觉得这样很让你们困扰吗？
我不值得大家对我这么好。
爸，妈，和姐姐都还不知道我和他已经... 咳...

Okay why did I type that out in chinese -.-"


I'm like... Feel like thank-ing people again =X

Cliques, I LOVE you people lots lots lots!
But recently having prelims so seldom talk -.-"
All exams finish jiu zao-ed home le ._.
Lalala~ You people make me BROKE this month can?!?
Firstly, bland-san's birthday on the 11th.
Secondly, sour-san's birthday on the 20th.
Thirdly, biscuitJIE's birthday on the 21st.
Fourly, salty-san's birthday on the 28th.
RAWRS. Happy birthday, be it belated or way advanced (;
Thanks bitter-san, spicy-san & sugar-san for NOT making broke
since your birthdates are in February & December x)

Hothot, cheerup already!
Don't be sad about that incident larhs...
Believe me, your friend wouldn't be so petty derhs (;

Shiikaa, thanks a lot lot lot.
Sorry about making you wait for me to call LOLS =X
I don't wanna let you hear me laugh hees ^^"
Until next time barhs.
Remember to play the guitar for me horhs!


Now for a sorry-ing part. );

Sorry to my family for...
all my silly actions I've done up till now;
being a bad kid since I first joined the family;
being choosy about stuffs, having things my way 24/7;
being ruthless, immature & disrespectful;
being unwilling to help with household chores;
not doing well in the things I am suppose to be good at;
not saying "I love you" to any of you;
playing like 24/7, end up sleeping late;
spending your money any-old-how-ly;
& for loving someone else more than you all. );

Sorry to my friends in school for...
asking for too much all the time;
being oh-so-petty at times;
being so selfish all the time; I really am ._.
being such a... Showoff?;
causing trouble by eating in class?; Everyone does that =X
getting bad grades, pulling our class MSG D; down;
making so much noise in class with salty-san =X Opps!;
not being there when you guys needed me the most;
trying to make you guys do bad things like I do;
vending my anger on you guys.

Sorry to online friends for...
breaking my promise not to be emo;
breaking some of your heart? x.x;
disturbing you by talking about me, me & ME;
having so much rules on what NOT to do;
having things go my way, not yours;
having to cheer me up when I'm down?;
ignoring you once, twice, finee, over hundred times;
screaming at you when you try to cheer me up;
talking crapp about my life;
vending my anger on the innocent ones.

Lastly, sorry to the one who stands at the top of my heart for...
always going to your house;
asking for so much as I wanted more;
being a burden in your splendid life;
being a bad, ignorant, useless, bitchy, slutty wifey once;
being so inconsiderate, immature & doubting you;
breaking my promises about sleeping early, not keeping anything from you;
breaking your heart for not doing well;
causing others to gossip about us;
causing you so much trouble in & outside of school;
causing you to, once, had a terrible week at home with your family;
causing you to spend so much money on me;
causing your grades to drop drastically;
flirting with you in the first place? =/;
hurting you over & over again & again;
making you listen to me about everything;
making you suffer your life with me;
not being understanding enough;
not talking about your life;
talking about me, me & more ME;
& lastly, for giving you a bad impression about LOVE.

From to above, we can conclude that
the world will be a better place without me. (;
So why am I living? D;

Now let's extract a few parts
I wrote in my diary, shall we...?

Thursday, 31st July o8'
Back on 27th July, he blogged dao me, yes, like finally,
but... My name was typed out instead of wifey lols... I
remember that I'd asked him about "Grace" before, and he
said that she is just a mutal friend, thats why he typed out
her name... So... Does it mean I am no longer special to
him anymore...?
I am just a useless girl, who is unable to bring my
loved ones happiness... I think it is the biggest mistake for
him to know me... I'm just a nobody... Lols...

-removed the other 8 days-

I'll post it some other time or else you all read dao emo -.-"

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Desires fulfilled :D
-> Europe trip ♥ on the 6thNov`o8 :D
-> Visit ALL the Disneylands :D
-> Sealseal from More Than Words :D
-> Sony Vegas 8.0
-> CEH gathering :DD!
-> TP FOC :D! [6th-8th Apr`o9]
-> TP orientation :D! [16th-17th Apr`o9]
-> Lesser homework =X
-> A desktop :X To play LOLS
-> Go UnderWaterWorld :D [It's been long]
-> Date with salty-san :X
-> Date with bitter-san :X
-> Make 1k01 bond [; ★
-> Australia trip ♥ [16th-21st Dec`o9]
-> Wisdomasion`o6 gathering :]
-> New bag
-> A red tanktop (How random :o)
-> Know my 2k07(yr2.1) classmates
-> A microphone
-> Go to the Zoo :X [It's been long]
-> New wallet [Long one]
-> Buy 5 tops in a day [LOLS!]
-> Nintendo DS Lite/DSi
-> Go to HongKong again :D [1st-4th Oct`1o]
-> New glasses
-> Date with bland-san :X
-> Go KBOX~! :DD!
-> Know my 2k06(yr2.2) classmates -> Legend of the Seas Christmas Cruise [22nd-28th Dec`11]

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-> Go dating with my clique :D [ALL] ★
-> See sour-san again ★
-> The best MMV maker using WMM x) ★
-> More new clothes, skirts :D
-> Be at least a 10-year choir member ★
-> A trip to Sydney
-> Go Star Cruise again :D!
-> Visit Disney Sea once there's more attractions
-> Visit Disney World ♥
-> Sit the Singapore flyer D:!
-> Watch the sunrise :]
-> Watch the sunset :]
-> Go for singing lessons at LWS School of Music!! ★
-> A pair of Left & Right canvas shoes
-> Visit Six Flags again :D
-> Learn how to use Sony Vegas 8.0 [;
-> Get Remi active & going again [; ★
-> Family bowling :X
-> Go ice skating ^^
-> Go skiing :D
-> Know all my French classmates :3
-> Know all my Music classmates :3
-> Getting the clique♥ tee
-> Asian Mullet Hairstyle
-> Acoustic Guitar
-> Know all my Co&co classmates :3
-> Go South Africa :D
-> Cruise to Alaska
-> Graduate!
-> Visit Maritime Experiential Museum & Aquarium (MEMA)
-> Visit Titanic Exhibit at MBS
-> Visit River Safari
-> Get a Havanese Puppy ★

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